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Would you rather die tonight in your sleep or win 100 million in the lottery?

  • Die tonight in your sleep

  • Win 100 millions in the lottery


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Lost.Empyrean

Lost.Empyrean

°‧ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟·。
Sep 6, 2025
40
as great as the thought of dying is, I think money would actually solve quite a few of my problems
 
Apathy79

Apathy79

Elementalist
Oct 13, 2019
875
I definitely like the revised question. Much better one to ponder. If you take the $100M, suicide is off the table forever. Do you still want it?
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
311
100 mil. Enjoy the beautiful things this world has to offer that were previously hidden behind a paywall. A nice world trip for a year for example.

Afterwards give the remaining money to my loved ones or setup a fund for them so they dont gamble/spend it all away instantly :D

Then go back to my original ctb plan if i still feel confident in doing so.
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,906
lamy's sacred sleep

lamy's sacred sleep

Nope your too late i already died
Nov 22, 2024
1,422
i've changed my mind on this one
die in sleep 100%
 
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Alpacachino

Alpacachino

How my day starts ↑
Nov 26, 2025
353
Buy a sarco pod and sleep in it every night like a vampire does in a coffin. My sleep will be phenomenal. Just the peace of knowing that I don't have to get up in the morning if I don't want to is enough.

Also being able to buy a nice Lamborghini or Ferrari?chefs kiss!

The top speeds on those are upwards of 250 mph,*wink wink*.
 
Tormented Soul

Tormented Soul

Member
Dec 6, 2025
15
Im looking for a blessing of about $300,000. that will buy me my childhood home so i can live peacefully by myself, and pay off my debts and hav about 50G's left over to live on. 500G would be better, but 300G is what i really need.

so yea, 100 mil would do fine as well!

money can fix 90% of my problems!
 
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shylady222

shylady222

Member
Dec 6, 2025
21
With my luck I'd win the $100m lottery and die in my sleep of natural causes the same night 🙄😂
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,906
Je sollicite une bénédiction d'environ 300 000 $ pour racheter la maison de mon enfance, vivre paisiblement et rembourser mes dettes. Il me resterait environ 50 000 $ pour vivre. 500 000 $ seraient l'idéal, mais 300 000 $ me suffisent.

Alors oui, 100 millions feraient aussi l'affaire !

L'argent peut résoudre 90% de mes problèmes !
Money dont résolve m'y problème 😭
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,906
T

ToANewWorld

Rarity
Apr 16, 2025
94
In other words... at least 50% of suicidal people are just broke?!
 
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inkmage333

inkmage333

please just free me and let me die
Feb 18, 2025
116
Money wouldn't solve a single one of my problems, unfortunately. I'd prefer to die in my sleep asap, just as I have been praying for
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,906
ceelobling

ceelobling

Student
Dec 29, 2025
125
I'm surprised about the poll results. Like really? Money over dying in your sleep? I don't care if I had all the money in the world, I still prefer death. Money is not going to change the suffering.
 
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mybodyhurts

Member
Dec 23, 2025
13
If I won the lottery and didn't have to spend so much time fighting my insurance to cover my healthcare I think my mental health would be much better
 
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