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Justnotme

Justnotme

I want to hang myself
Mar 7, 2022
633
I have 240 mg in a couple capsules that I ordered from the dark web. I tried 40 mg and slept for almost 24 hours! It is really a much stronger substance compared to oxycodone for example. Didn't trow up.
And you're not from Russia, are you?
It's just that methadone differs so much in different countries that there's really no point in asking how you felt after taking methadone if you and I are from different countries.

In our country, for example, someone recently wrote that serious medical tests did not detect methadone in the blood, although a person uses it systematically (street methadone).
Because we have an analogue of methadone due to the fact that many of the original precursors are banned :(
 
L11tle_pr1ncess

L11tle_pr1ncess

Tengo miedo de seguir con vida.
Dec 13, 2024
19
Although I think a lot about CTB, seeing the parents' reaction really broke my heart and made me think about what would happen to my relatives, maybe I don't even want to die.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,913
Wish I had access to Methadone
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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I don't want to watch these videos. I'm traumatized enough with violence.
This shouldn't be shared. A lot of very young people are on this forum.
 
indiannarose

indiannarose

Member
Aug 6, 2025
24
Hi guys! So I currently have 16 bottle of 75mils (proof) in 100mils of tang, which I think it 1.2gs
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I also have lots of Seroquel, clonidine and gabapentin. I have been on methadone for over 5 years and drink 1 bottle each day. I am pretty confident it's going to be enough and be a fairly peaceful way to go. When I am in respiratory distress, I will basically be unconscious and unaware. Do you guys think I'm good to go?
Also what affect to do you being very warm during this will have on the the dying process? I would like to have my heated seat on while wearing hoodie and slippers/cozy blanket? Will this prolong things?
Any and all help will be appreciated!🖤🖤
Ddi you end up attempting with this, did it fail or did you change your mind. Considering ordering methadone off the DW. Thnx 😊 👍🏽
 

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