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apparently nitrite affects everyone differently, I didn't use metoclopramide and I didn't fast and I felt very nauseous carbon dioxide is definitely better
Indeed, so my only hope of peaceful exit left now is opioid OD, inert gas or carbon monoxide, the latter 2 is almost impossible for me because I live with my parents, so I am left with opioid OD.
 
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Indeed, so my only hope of peaceful exit left now is opioid OD, inert gas or carbon monoxide, the latter 2 is almost impossible for me because I live with my parents, so I am left with opioid OD.
Why don't you rent an apartment for a day? a friend of mine also died in his parents' house, he was very lucky that he didn't vomit
Aren't you afraid that you will vomit? you may be admitted to a mental hospital
 
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Methadone sounds like a quick way to go
 
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I would like to ask can you just drink the opioid like the guy did in the video? Because I don't want the hassle of using needle to inject myself etc.
You can drink it but the bioavailability is much lower than IM or IV, or even intranasal. It means you'll need more of the same product to achieve the same effects.

Do you know if the chance to vomit is high for opioid OD?
Yes, it is very high, because opioids act on the area postrema, which is the vomiting area of the brain.
 
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You can drink it but the bioavailability is much lower than IM or IV, or even intranasal. It means you'll need more of the same product to achieve the same effects.


Yes, it is very high, because opioids act on the area postrema, which is the vomiting area of the brain.
Unrelated but your profile picture is fire

cop killer. lets kill the cops tonight.

he cant keep getting away with it!
 
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Unrelated

cop killer. lets kill the cops tonight.

he cant keep getting away with it!
yesssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!! I see him live in September.
 
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Bobert_Beniro

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yesssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!! I see him live in September.
Do you have a John Maus album on your avatar? I really love this artist, I will listen to him during ctb
You can drink it but the bioavailability is much lower than IM or IV, or even intranasal. It means you'll need more of the same product to achieve the same effects.


Yes, it is very high, because opioids act on the area postrema, which is the vomiting area of the brain.
Have you had any experience using opiates? I heard that the first times you can vomit, but then the body gets used to it
I tried oxycodone and morphine and didn't feel nauseous like sn
 
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Seemed fake to me. Still, opioids are the best to CTB!
 
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Do you have a John Maus album on your avatar? I really love this artist, I will listen to him during ctb

Have you had any experience using opiates? I heard that the first times you can vomit, but then the body gets used to it
I tried oxycodone and morphine and didn't feel nauseous like sn
Yes it is! My favorite album by him, We Must Become the Pitiless Censors of Ourselves.

Yes, I've used oxycodone and heroin. I can tell you I still vomit sometimes, although not always.
 
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Why don't you rent an apartment for a day? a friend of mine also died in his parents' house, he was very lucky that he didn't vomit
Aren't you afraid that you will vomit? you may be admitted to a mental hospital
Truth is I have failed an attempt before and I got force admitted to a mental hospital already for a month, so my parents know I am suicidal, there is almost no way I can make an excuse to go rent an apartment for a day, they will know what I want to do, so I am kind of trapped right now.
You can drink it but the bioavailability is much lower than IM or IV, or even intranasal. It means you'll need more of the same product to achieve the same effects.


Yes, it is very high, because opioids act on the area postrema, which is the vomiting area of the brain.
so the guy in the video of this thread is lucky he didn't vomit?
 
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so the guy in the video of this thread is lucky he didn't vomit?
He is, because when I do oxycodone orally for example, I always vomit before it is completely absorbed. But it's really different from one person to another.
 
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He is, because when I do oxycodone orally for exemple, I always vomit before it is completely absorbed. But it's really different from one person to another.
I see, thanks for your input.
 
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@LunarLight and @Bobert_Beniro do you guys know about Oxycodone m 30? Can I do an overdose with Oxycodone m 30?
 
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@LunarLight and @Bobert_Beniro do you guys know about Oxycodone m 30? Can I do an overdose with Oxycodone m 30?
Pressed M30s may be laced with fentanyl, which would increase your chances of CTBing. If it's not, you would have to crush it and IV a shitton of it to make sure you'll pass away.
 
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Pressed M30s may be laced with fentanyl, which would increase your chances of CTBing. If it's not, you would have to crush it and IV a shitton of it to make sure you'll pass away.
is IV really necessary? can I just crush them mix with some liquid and drink it like the guy in the video of this thread?
 
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is IV really necessary? can I just crush them mix with some liquid and drink it like the guy in the video of this thread?
You can, but you'd need more of it as oral bioavailability rises up to 60-70% whereas IV is 100%. Moreover, you'd need an antiemetic as opiates tend to make you throw up - and even with antiemetics you're likely to vomit, wasting a lot of the oxy.
 
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I have 240 mg in a couple capsules that I ordered from the dark web. I tried 40 mg and slept for almost 24 hours! It is really a much stronger substance compared to oxycodone for example. Didn't trow up.
 
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Go to rehab additions clinics saying you are addicted to heroin
they don't test you to see if you're lying? 😳
Methadone is a little more letal than Pentobarbital, but 40mg seems too low.
Sounds like a really good option then (but that's probably true for all opioids)
 
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they don't test you to see if you're lying?

You could use heroin the day before. Snorted or smoked on foil.

😳

Sounds like a really good option then (but that's probably true for all opioids)

The best option are barbiturates. but in the absence of them opioids without a doubt (in terms of substances).

Intermediate-acting barbiturates are the best oral substances for ctb purposes.
 
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You could use heroin the day before. Snorted or smoked on foil.



The best option are barbiturates. but in the absence of them opioids without a doubt (in terms of substances).

Intermediate-acting barbiturates are the best oral substances for ctb purposes.
yeah, but you'd have to drink the methadone right there as far as I'm concerned (and it's not gonna be enough to kill you anyways)

why is nobody creating RC barbiturates? they're much better than benzos for recreational purposes ...
 
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yeah, but you'd have to drink the methadone right there as far as I'm concerned (and it's not gonna be enough to kill you anyways)

why is nobody creating RC barbiturates? they're much better than benzos for recreational purposes ...

RC barbiturates aint so lucrative than opioids and so.
 
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I have 240 mg in a couple capsules that I ordered from the dark web. I tried 40 mg and slept for almost 24 hours! It is really a much stronger substance compared to oxycodone for example. Didn't trow up.
Thanks for your feedback. How did using opiates feel? Was there a buzz? How quickly did you fall asleep? Did you have any tolerance? Was there any discomfort? What dose will you use for cctbrb? Why do you think barbiturates are better than opiates?
 
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Thanks for your feedback. How did using opiates feel? Was there a buzz? How quickly did you fall asleep? Did you have any tolerance? Was there any discomfort? What dose will you use for cctbrb? Why do you think barbiturates are better than opiates?

Barbiturates don't cause cyanosis i guess

Oxy feel good, methadone only sleepy

Starting with 1gram of methadone if you have no tolerance is good

But as other member mentioned (dont recall his @) if you find out early the consequences of brain damage are worse than SN ), but same happens with Pentobarbital.
 
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Выглядит воистину мирно.. даже родители не слишком расстроились, найдя тело
 
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