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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
421
CO and Exit bag are probably better. But compared to Jumping or drowning, well each to their own.
 
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KatalinaKrimson

Member
Jun 24, 2026
99
Reading this, now I want fent or that nizatidine stuff
I'm just gonna start asking dudes on grinder with PnP in their name if they know where to get some
 
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Live_Life55

Live_Life55

Student
Jul 16, 2026
138
SN was never N. And even for N, there is a dignitas video of a man coughing, showing mild discomfort, and asking for water. No method is 100% peaceful it seems.
Do you have link to that video
Damn, this shit scares me. Lowkey a trip to Peru is starting to sound real nice
What do they have in Peru?
 
2Sensible

2Sensible

Member
Aug 12, 2026
58
Holy fuck that was brutal.
May he rest in peace.
Honestly made me rethink if i want to ctb tbh.
 
Russell1882

Russell1882

I'm fine. Just not happy.
Aug 26, 2026
21
''This doesn't look peaceful'' my ass. I don't understand the expectations people set for the death of their own if not another person's body. Catching the bus has never been and will never be a peaceful experience, in the true sense of it. Fighting against your mind's nature to keep your body alive does not align with the desire to simply close your eyes and cease to exist. That's where all the drug cocktails in SN procedures come in handy, reducing your awareness to what's unraveling.
To me it seems this individual had a fair exit, even if far from a perfect idealized scenario of how it could've went. Such videos circulate online for quite some time now. If you're afraid of some body shakes and muscles twitches reconsider your method or your choices.

That's because most people here don't really want to ctb - nothing wrong with that, just saying.

You go to the hanging megathread and people will be complaining that the rope pressuring on the neck is too uncomfortable.
You go to the SN thread and people will be complaining that it looks painful.
You go to the inert gas megathread and people will be complaining that this is too complicated.

Don't want to sound like an asshole but there are no easy methods and if you want to avoid pain at all cost, then you're probably not ready to CTB, again nothing wrong with that, actually the opposite, good for you, just maybe focus more on living.
 
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abcdefg789

Experienced
May 8, 2026
234
What I don't understand though is how you guys find it so hard to find/source. Like, I don't know where you guys are sourcing all the SN from (because I've never looked for it before), but I'm assuming you're doing it on one of the mainstream TOR drug marketplaces. And assuming you're doing that and that I'm right, on those SAME marketplaces you can find direct nitazene powder from chinese vendors but then if you want something domestic you can just look at your oxyocodone listings (or really any opioid pill category but mainly they lace the oxy supply) and buy any pressed pill. Just DM the vendor and ask which chemical is pressed within the pill. 99% of the time it's nitazenes (isotonitazene seems to be the big one rn). And half of the time you don't even gotta ask what the ingredient is because as I said above they'll sometimes just straight up tell you in the listing descriptions. I wish I could get more specific to help you guys out but I just can't. I hope what I've said here at least sorta helps you get pointed in the right direction. Best of luck to you friend!
Nope. SN is readily available outside the DW. I can't figure out how to use the DW. If I could I'd get the drugs you talk about. SN is all I can access.

Would love to access opiods / F but can't!
 
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Musiclover338

Musiclover338

Member
Sep 25, 2024
93
he didnt take the benzos and meto? im guessing, otherwise it didnt look too bad...
 

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