video of man dying by SN

[Alreadylate]

Young man commits suicide by drinking solution of sodium nitrite • GoreCenter

CHINA When a young man failed his university entrance exams, his whole world collapsed, and he fell into depression, which he decided to solve in the worst possible way. He chose to commit suicide by drinking a solution of sodium nitrite while video calling someone. It took several long minutes...

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This guy puked soon after taking the SN, and he kept puking... How are we supposed to drink a second dose in such circumstances? And he didn't take a second one. And in the case you can take a second one what's the point? You will puke right after taking it...

 

[pelicanportal]

Anti-emetic tablets are recommended for this reason.

 

[SorrowfulDrugUser]

I'm sorry but SN genuinely seems like the dumbest and most over-complicated drug involved method to commit suicide. At worst, you end up like that poor soul (rest in peace to the victim within the video by the way... fuck was that a brutal watch. No kid deserves to feel they need to end their life over such a simple reason.. particularly failing a test/underperforming academically) where you just sit there and seize while vomiting (which I'm willing to believe he was alive for most of it) and you CTB in a horrible manner or at best you DO succeed properly but it is seemingly really expensive and takes all this ridiculous and expensive equipment like a gas mask, a tank, etc. Why not use literally any other drug that's much more peaceful to die on such as fentanyl or nitazenes? You literally just put a bump up your nose and it's lights out as you nod into a forever sleep. If I ever were to do it that'd be my method. Poor kid man. All over some stupid academic entrance exam their country puts too much pressure/emphasis on to the point it drives the test-takers to kill themselves. He had so much more to live for. That's why I despise certain countries governments like Korea and China that put such immense pressure on things like academics at such a young age. Let kids be kids. It's no wonder they have some of the highest suicide rates. He didn't even look a day above 14. Rest in peace :(

 

[Matchaaa]

As someone who spent years studying in China and eventually dropped out of high school out of deep disillusionment with the system, I've always believed that China's education system is deeply flawed. Both the schooling itself and the working life that follows are quite distorted, leaving almost no room for rest or genuine relaxation. May he rest in peace.

 

[Macedonian1987]

Young man commits suicide by drinking solution of sodium nitrite • GoreCenter

CHINA When a young man failed his university entrance exams, his whole world collapsed, and he fell into depression, which he decided to solve in the worst possible way. He chose to commit suicide by drinking a solution of sodium nitrite while video calling someone. It took several long minutes...

www.gorecenter.com

This guy puked soon after taking the SN, and he kept puking... How are we supposed to drink a second dose in such circumstances? And he didn't take a second one. And in the case you can take a second one what's the point? You will puke right after taking it...

I read somewhere on this forum about this video and it said that this man ingested 50g of SN, not 25g. That's why he vomited so much. Also he probably didn't fast. If he fasted he wouldn't have produced so much vomit.

I'm sorry but SN genuinely seems like the dumbest and most over-complicated drug involved method to commit suicide. At worst, you end up like that poor soul (rest in peace to the victim within the video by the way... fuck was that a brutal watch. No kid deserves to feel they need to end their life over such a simple reason.. particularly failing a test/underperforming academically) where you just sit there and seize while vomiting (which I'm willing to believe he was alive for most of it) and you CTB in a horrible manner or at best you DO succeed properly but it is seemingly really expensive and takes all this ridiculous and expensive equipment like a gas mask, a tank, etc. Why not use literally any other drug that's much more peaceful to die on such as fentanyl or nitazenes? You literally just put a bump up your nose and it's lights out as you nod into a forever sleep. If I ever were to do it that'd be my method. Poor kid man. All over some stupid academic entrance exam their country puts too much pressure/emphasis on to the point it drives the test-takers to kill themselves. He had so much more to live for. That's why I despise countries like Korea and China that put such immense pressure on things like academics at such a young age. Let kids be kids. It's no wonder they have some of the highest suicide rates.

I wish I had fentanyl, sadly SN is the only method I could find that is closest to a painless one. I will tweak my SN protocol. I will use a hefty dose of benzos taken 1 hour prior ingesting SN, a hefty dose that will make me feel incredibly drunk and drowsy, but not enough to send me to sleep. 1,5mg - 2mg of xanax should do the trick for me (benzo naive person)

 

[SorrowfulDrugUser]

As someone who spent years studying in China and eventually dropped out of high school out of deep disillusionment with the system, I've always believed that China's education system is deeply flawed. Both the schooling itself and the working life that follows are quite distorted, leaving almost no room for rest or genuine relaxation. May he rest in peace.

Yup. Going back to what I said above its the exact reason I despise China, Korea, Bangladesh, and literally any other countries government body that has an education system like that. There's a very obvious reason they have some of the highest suicide rates. Yeah, countries like Korea and China may be nice to visit once or twice as an American or whatever but once you look into the life of actual teenagers and people who've been born and raised there you realize how much easier you get it in more developed countries where they're much more reasonable/relaxed on the push/need for education and work compared to the life they've been forced to live where they essentially have no other choice.

 

[Endisclose]

May his soul rest in peace. That was painful to watch. I wonder if he took any AEs. He most probably didn't. Maybe with AEs and benzos, it might be more peaceful than this. Wish the video showed time. Unfortunately it doesn't. Anyone know how long the video is?

 

[Dante_]

Reminder to keep this discussion respectful, please.

 

[SorrowfulDrugUser]

I read somewhere on this forum about this video and it said that this man ingested 50g of SN, not 25g. That's why he vomited so much. Also he probably didn't fast. If he fasted he wouldn't have produced so much vomit.

I wish I had fentanyl, sadly SN is the only method I could find that is closest to a painless one. I will tweak my SN protocol. I will use a hefty dose of benzos taken 1 hour prior ingesting SN, a hefty dose that will make me feel incredibly drunk and drowsy, but not enough to send me to sleep. 1,5mg - 2mg of xanax should do the trick for me (benzo naive person)

IDK man I'm telling you that you can get access to Fentanyl. If you got SN I'm willing to bet you obtained it through the dark web AKA the TOR browser. Assuming that's the case, on those same marketplaces you can find any drug including SN you can find fentanyl and nitazenes. Nitazenes in particular have been getting more popular as the major marketplaces have since banned Fentanyl (as of the early 2020's these marketplaces made these shifts particularly because of the big emphasis/crackdown on fentanyl and the website owners not wanting that much head/attention from the feds) and what came about after was just all the fentanyl pill pressers turning to nitazenes instead. Literally purchase ANY oxycodone pill listing on any DW marketplace that isn't listed as a script and there's a good 99% chance it was made with Fentanyl or nitazenes (which are stronger than fentanyl). Or even better just DM the vendor and ask for their ingredients. 99% of the oxycodone pill pressers right now use isotonitazene and will straight up tell you so in their products listing description.

Reminder to keep this discussion respectful, please.

Sorry. I should clarify that I DON'T despise the people of China, Bangladesh, and Korea but rather was just using their government as an example of countries who's academic systems have driven their students to commit suicide. When I say I despise the country I really meant its government body and not anything more. I didn't mean to come off as disrespectful if you were referring to my comments. Feel free to delete any of them you find not complacent with the rules.

As someone who spent years studying in China and eventually dropped out of high school out of deep disillusionment with the system, I've always believed that China's education system is deeply flawed. Both the schooling itself and the working life that follows are quite distorted, leaving almost no room for rest or genuine relaxation. May he rest in peace.

I don't blame you at all. Out of curiosity how are you doing now? Are you in China currently or not? How has that all been for you? (assuming you're comfortable elaborating). I ask because it's not often I see someone directly post on here saying they've had direct experence with China's very intensive educational enviornments.

May his soul rest in peace. That was painful to watch. I wonder if he took any AEs. He most probably didn't. Maybe with AEs and benzos, it might be more peaceful than this. Wish the video showed time. Unfortunately it doesn't. Anyone know how long the video is?

It's apparently 9 seconds short of being a 12 minute video. Granted it seems he spent the first minute making the solution before finally drinking it. Although I'm not sure as its quite hard to tell and I only briefly jumped through the video. Even in the event with AEs and benzos that shit just looks so brutal. I don't know man. I just wish there was a more secure method this site could use to ensure there were no minors outside of a checkbox that says "Yeah, I'm 18" because if there was then I'd literally just be posting the listing links to nitazenes and fentanyl (also assuming they changed the rules to allow because as of now they don't). Not because I want any of you reading this to CTB (I hope all of you can find solace WITHOUT ending your own life), but just because in the event you DO decide to do it, you don't have to do it in such a brutal manner like this. That's why I referred to SN as a "dumb" method. Not only do you need other drugs typically on top of the SN for it to work but a lot of people have to involve heavy equipment and at that point it just becomes ridiculous and risky. At best, you pass peacefully but at worst (and unfortunately seemingly more realistically) you get real close to death and have permanent damage done to your body or you DO die but you go out in a real brutal way like that kid. That's why I really don't understand why everyone here glorifies that method over the rest (particularly as it relates to drug-induced methods when we live in a fentanyl and nitazene ridden world). It seems the most costly/expensive and it seems to have a pretty low success rate in terms of delivering a peaceful death unless you absolutely 1000% know what your doing and have the right equipment. Nobody who is depressed deserves to go out the way he did. He likely just wanted a safe and peaceful exit. Poor kid man :/

 

[unluckysadness]

If N was still available, most people here wouldn't choose SN. It's cheap, quite easy to obtain and it does the job. If tomorrow N is available again, I'm sure that every SN bottles will end up in the toilet...

 

[SorrowfulDrugUser]

If N was still available, most people here wouldn't choose SN. It's cheap, quite easy to obtain and it does the job. If tomorrow N is available again, I'm sure that every SN bottles will end up in the toilet...

What I don't understand though is how you guys find it so hard to find/source. Like, I don't know where you guys are sourcing all the SN from (because I've never looked for it before), but I'm assuming you're doing it on one of the mainstream TOR drug marketplaces. And assuming you're doing that and that I'm right, on those SAME marketplaces you can find direct nitazene powder from chinese vendors but then if you want something domestic you can just look at your oxyocodone listings (or really any opioid pill category but mainly they lace the oxy supply) and buy any pressed pill. Just DM the vendor and ask which chemical is pressed within the pill. 99% of the time it's nitazenes (isotonitazene seems to be the big one rn). And half of the time you don't even gotta ask what the ingredient is because as I said above they'll sometimes just straight up tell you in the listing descriptions. I wish I could get more specific to help you guys out but I just can't. I hope what I've said here at least sorta helps you get pointed in the right direction. Best of luck to you friend!

 

[Matchaaa]

I don't blame you at all. Out of curiosity how are you doing now? Are you in China currently or not? How has that all been for you? (assuming you're comfortable elaborating). I ask because it's not often I see someone directly post on here saying they've had direct experence with China's very intensive educational enviornments.

To be honest, things aren't good at all. I've been trapped in China this whole time because I have no way out of this country. The competition here is brutal… and so many people have this ingrained belief that if you're weak, you should just accept your fate and fall in line.
Many parents watch their kids suffer under this education system. Some will sigh about it for a moment, but most just expect their children to keep enduring it, or they straight-up ignore how their kids feel. They'll say things like "If you're not going to study, then get out there and work"—rather than even considering options like international schools.
I get it—international schools are expensive, and a lot of families genuinely can't afford them. But they're fundamentally different from the mainstream system, and they lead to completely different futures.

 

[SorrowfulDrugUser]

To be honest, things aren't good at all. I've been trapped in China this whole time because I have no way out of this country. The competition here is brutal… and so many people have this ingrained belief that if you're weak, you should just accept your fate and fall in line.
Many parents watch their kids suffer under this education system. Some will sigh about it for a moment, but most just expect their children to keep enduring it, or they straight-up ignore how their kids feel. They'll say things like "If you're not going to study, then get out there and work"—rather than even considering options like international schools.
I get it—international schools are expensive, and a lot of families genuinely can't afford them. But they're fundamentally different from the mainstream system, and they lead to completely different futures.

First off I noticed your profile says "Please excuse any tone misunderstandings", and assuming your referring to the fact that English isn't your first language, I must say your English is fantastic for it not being your first language. You type with better grammar and punctuation than I do lol. I clearly understood what you've been saying so far so you're doing great!

Second off, I am so sorry. Reading posts/comments like these are particularly heartbreaking to me because they serve as quiet reminders to myself that a lot of people have it WAY harder than I do such as yourself. I live in the USA, and here although there is still a huge emphasis on going to college or getting a job; there isn't nearly as much social pressure/shame tied to failures in those sectors in the US the way it is in other countries. In the USA it's socially acceptable/okay to take a few years between high school and actually going to college (in America we refer to these years as "gap years"), drop out of college, switch careers, not go to college at all and do trades, etc. It seems in other countries those types of things are looked down upon to the point where you'll be disowned by your entire family over it and it breaks my heart because honestly I find myself getting worked up/anxious within my current academic system at an American college but then I just think about people like yourself who have it so much harder and it really puts things into perspective.

I certainly agree that international schools are a great option. Such a shame that it costs so much sadly. I remember in high school (I was born and raised in the USA) I had a few attendees within my classes that were from other countries like South Korea or China. One thing that stuck out to me was during a conversation with one of them (me and him spoke via a translator) I asked something amongst the lines of "Do you prefer American school or School back home?". Now, I'm paraphrasing everything at this point as this conversation was well over seven years old. But he typed out a response something very brief like "American, because I am actually happy here" (for context he lived in south korea and had previously dealt with the rigorous system that is the south korean education system). I followed up with something like "Don't you miss your family though?" and he responded with "Yes but I don't get to do what you guys do here back home and ill miss that when I leave". It really put things into perspective for me in terms of just how much more strict other countries are when it comes to home life, schooling, and getting a job. In America, it's generally socially acceptable as a mother or father to be okay with your child not going to college, going to trade school instead, going to college but dropping out, etc. However, in other countries, if you do any of those things you might be seen as an outcast and treated by such by everyone around you including family and NOBODY deserves that type of shame. It's okay to relax and take a break sometimes. It's okay to go to college and realize maybe it's not for you. Hell, maybe you realize it's not college itself but just that specific program wasn't for you. It's okay to take your own path is the point I'm trying to make. You should never feel forced to fall in line. We're all unique and are all bound to go on different paths. Our brains weren't built for 24/7 output with no rest but for some reason we're still treated as such. It's sad.

I deeply sympathize with you. You really don't deserve it. If it means anything hearing it from a stranger: You ARE absolutely worth it and worth WAY more than whatever grade you get on any future exam or assignment. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise, and I'm proud of you. I hope you, and many others that are in positions very similar to yours, can find a way to leave China, or whatever system/country they feel stuck within, and find a better system that more appropriately suits you/them. Best of luck to you my friend. I wish you nothing but a hopeful and positive future.

 

[unluckysadness]

What I don't understand though is how you guys find it so hard to find/source. Like, I don't know where you guys are sourcing all the SN from (because I've never looked for it before), but I'm assuming you're doing it on one of the mainstream TOR drug marketplaces. And assuming you're doing that and that I'm right, on those SAME marketplaces you can find direct nitazene powder from chinese vendors but then if you want something domestic you can just look at your oxyocodone listings (or really any opioid pill category but mainly they lace the oxy supply) and buy any pressed pill. Just DM the vendor and ask which chemical is pressed within the pill. 99% of the time it's nitazenes (isotonitazene seems to be the big one rn). And half of the time you don't even gotta ask what the ingredient is because as I said above they'll sometimes just straight up tell you in the listing descriptions. I wish I could get more specific to help you guys out but I just can't. I hope what I've said here at least sorta helps you get pointed in the right direction. Best of luck to you friend!

Thanks for the tips. Most of people here are sourcing SN from clear net (legally) and don't use Tor.

 

[Alreadylate]

I'm sorry but SN genuinely seems like the dumbest and most over-complicated drug involved method to commit suicide. At worst, you end up like that poor soul (rest in peace to the victim within the video by the way... fuck was that a brutal watch. No kid deserves to feel they need to end their life over such a simple reason.. particularly failing a test/underperforming academically) where you just sit there and seize while vomiting (which I'm willing to believe he was alive for most of it) and you CTB in a horrible manner or at best you DO succeed properly but it is seemingly really expensive and takes all this ridiculous and expensive equipment like a gas mask, a tank, etc. Why not use literally any other drug that's much more peaceful to die on such as fentanyl or nitazenes? You literally just put a bump up your nose and it's lights out as you nod into a forever sleep. If I ever were to do it that'd be my method. Poor kid man. All over some stupid academic entrance exam their country puts too much pressure/emphasis on to the point it drives the test-takers to kill themselves. He had so much more to live for. That's why I despise certain countries governments like Korea and China that put such immense pressure on things like academics at such a young age. Let kids be kids. It's no wonder they have some of the highest suicide rates. He didn't even look a day above 14. Rest in peace :(

I also think is a shitty method... But they say you can't overdose with drugs... I have the equipment for the gas almost ready but i am afraid of making involuntary movements while unconcious and ending up in terrible circumstances with big injuries

 

[Matchaaa]

First off I noticed your profile says "Please excuse any tone misunderstandings", and assuming your referring to the fact that English isn't your first language, I must say your English is fantastic for it not being your first language. You type with better grammar and punctuation than I do lol. I clearly understood what you've been saying so far so you're doing great!

Second off, I am so sorry. Reading posts/comments like these are particularly heartbreaking to me because they serve as quiet reminders to myself that a lot of people have it WAY harder than I do such as yourself. I live in the USA, and here although there is still a huge emphasis on going to college or getting a job; there isn't nearly as much social pressure/shame tied to failures in those sectors in the US the way it is in other countries. In the USA it's socially acceptable/okay to take a few years between high school and actually going to college (in America we refer to these years as "gap years"), drop out of college, switch careers, not go to college at all and do trades, etc. It seems in other countries those types of things are looked down upon to the point where you'll be disowned by your entire family over it and it breaks my heart because honestly I find myself getting worked up/anxious within my current academic system at an American college but then I just think about people like yourself who have it so much harder and it really puts things into perspective.

I certainly agree that international schools are a great option. Such a shame that it costs so much sadly. I remember in high school (I was born and raised in the USA) I had a few attendees within my classes that were from other countries like South Korea or China. One thing that stuck out to me was during a conversation with one of them (me and him spoke via a translator) I asked something amongst the lines of "Do you prefer American school or School back home?". Now, I'm paraphrasing everything at this point as this conversation was well over seven years old. But he typed out a response something very brief like "American, because I am actually happy here" (for context he lived in south korea and had previously dealt with the rigorous system that is the south korean education system). I followed up with something like "Don't you miss your family though?" and he responded with "Yes but I don't get to do what you guys do here back home and ill miss that when I leave". It really put things into perspective for me in terms of just how much more strict other countries are when it comes to home life, schooling, and getting a job. In America, it's generally socially acceptable as a mother or father to be okay with your child not going to college, going to trade school instead, going to college but dropping out, etc. However, in other countries, if you do any of those things you might be seen as an outcast and treated by such by everyone around you including family and NOBODY deserves that type of shame. It's okay to relax and take a break sometimes. It's okay to go to college and realize maybe it's not for you. Hell, maybe you realize it's not college itself but just that specific program wasn't for you. It's okay to take your own path is the point I'm trying to make. You should never feel forced to fall in line. We're all unique and are all bound to go on different paths. Our brains weren't built for 24/7 output with no rest but for some reason we're still treated as such. It's sad.

I deeply sympathize with you. You really don't deserve it. If it means anything hearing it from a stranger: You ARE absolutely worth it and worth WAY more than whatever grade you get on any future exam or assignment. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise, and I'm proud of you. I hope you, and many others that are in positions very similar to yours, can find a way to leave China, or whatever system/country they feel stuck within, and find a better system that more appropriately suits you/them. Best of luck to you my friend. I wish you nothing but a hopeful and positive future.

Thank you for taking time to write this and sharing your experience, I really appreciate your empathy and understanding.
I really hope you can find some happiness in your life and wishing you all the best <3

 

[SorrowfulDrugUser]

Thanks for the tips. Most of people here are sourcing SN from clear net (legally) and don't use Tor.

Ohhhh okay. See, this makes a TON more sense. I've always thought you guys sourced it via TOR. Not I understand why SN is much easier to get for you guys than nitazenes and fentanyl. I guess my suggestion would be to learn how to use TOR. I posted a basic tutorial on setting it up a bit ago I'll repost it here:

1. Download TOR. This part is the simple part. If you can't get past this step then you might as well give up here lol. You literally just download the program like any other.

2. Run it

3. Turn your security level to the highest. I believe by default when you install TOR it's on standard (or "Safer"... but either way both are bad and you wanna change it to the "safest" option) and you want to change that. To do this, when TOR is open on the top right you should see a shield icon. Click that, and then click the blue settings button. You'll be then taken to your settings where you'll see "security level". Click the "change" button and make sure the option that is selected is the "safest" mode. Then, click "save and restart". Now when it restarts and you go to click the shield icon it should tell you that you're on the "safest" security level. If it shows that then you did it right.

4. You want to do bridging via TOR. This helps hide your internet traffic. To do this open TOR and to the right of your search/URL box and next to the sheild icon should be a button with three horizontal lines. Click it, then go down and click settings. In the settings search bar just type "bridges" and you'll see a result. Then, click "Select a built-in bridge" and choose snowflake and click ok. Boom, your done. If you're in a strict country and for example under the firewall of China then perhaps obfs4 or WebTunnel are a better option for bridging so if that's the case for you click one of those instead of snowflake. Do research on the options as ultimately each option hides your traffic in unique ways.

4. Now you need to disable your TOR's javascript. To do this go into your search bar where you'd type any normal search or URL and type "about:config" and click enter. You'll be given a warning to "proceed with caution" and that's fine. It's just a warning essentially saying that if you don't know what you're doing the settings you change could ruin the performance or security of TOR. Click "Accept the Risk and Continue". Then, at the top in your config it should have a search bar that says "search preference name". Click that search bar, and then type "javascript.enabled". You'll then see an option called "javascript.enabled" with it turned to True. To the right of that it should have an icon you can click (I can't really describe the icon its like two horizontal half arrows pointing in opposite directions). Click it and then it should turn the true to false. If it did then congrats you did it right and you turned it off.

If you wanna go the extra step you can even add an extra layer of security via a VPN but you shouldn't need to if you enabled bridging. But a tutorial for that is two google searches away. And if you had trouble following any of these steps then YouTube is your best-friend for more visual aid to follow along.

Now that you have the proper setup to browse these .onion links safely, If you wanted to hypothetically buy drugs from one of the marketplaces and wanted to access them but don't know where to go then tor.taxi will be your best friend. It gives access to the most user friendly markets to start out with alongside other good resources. From tor.taxi you could hypothetically go on DH and as I said previously buy whatever I've previously mentioned there.

I hope that helps. That's as much as I'm willing to say as I think with anything more it'll be considered sourcing and I'll be banned.

I also think is a shitty method... But they say you can't overdose with drugs... I have the equipment for the gas almost ready but i am afraid of making involuntary movements while unconcious and ending up in terrible circumstances with big injuries

They said you can't overdose on nitazenes or fentanyl? If that's what you meant then well I'm not sure who told you that but they absolutely couldn't be further from the truth. Fentanyl and Nitazenes are amongst the most potent opioids in the world. Visually, the tiniest little spec of fentanyl can kill you (2-3 MG's) and microscopic pieces of nitazenes can can kill you (doses as low as 500 ug/micrograms). If you're saying the overdoses can be reversed then yes that's true: with a drug called naloxone (commonly referred to as narcan) medics can reverse it, but with nitazenes and fentanyl now being readily available (some hundreds of times more potent than fentanyl) it takes a ridiculous amount of Narcan to reverse it. Especially if you're intentionally committing suicide and just ingesting an entire gram or more of nitazenes. Something to note also is that since they're so potent the chance of success is nearly 1000%. Unless you have a medic who is right next to you on standby the moment you ingest it there's little to no chance they're bringing you back from a nitazene OD. With SN you need to worry about "what if this goes wrong and I end up waking up a vegetable?". With SN you have all these worries. However, with fentanyl or nitazenes, the success rate is an absolute guarantee compared to SN where it depends on seemingly 10+ factors which is a risk I wouldn't take.

Thank you for taking time to write this and sharing your experience, I really appreciate your empathy and understanding.
I really hope you can find some happiness in your life and wishing you all the best <3

Don't thank me. Thank you! Thank you for taking the time to answer my questions. It was really neat learning your perspective. It's so sad they force you guys to be so in line if there's only one way you can approach life. Truly believe in yourself. I promise you'll go on to do great things with your life regardless if you go to college or not. Best of luck to you friend.

 

[cait_sith]

Ohhhh okay. See, this makes a TON more sense. I've always thought you guys sourced it via TOR. Not I understand why SN is much easier to get for you guys than nitazenes and fentanyl. I guess my suggestion would be to learn how to use TOR. I posted a basic tutorial on setting it up a bit ago I'll repost it here:

1. Download TOR. This part is the simple part. If you can't get past this step then you might as well give up here lol. You literally just download the program like any other.

2. Run it

3. Turn your security level to the highest. I believe by default when you install TOR it's on standard (or "Safer"... but either way both are bad and you wanna change it to the "safest" option) and you want to change that. To do this, when TOR is open on the top right you should see a shield icon. Click that, and then click the blue settings button. You'll be then taken to your settings where you'll see "security level". Click the "change" button and make sure the option that is selected is the "safest" mode. Then, click "save and restart". Now when it restarts and you go to click the shield icon it should tell you that you're on the "safest" security level. If it shows that then you did it right.

4. You want to do bridging via TOR. This helps hide your internet traffic. To do this open TOR and to the right of your search/URL box and next to the sheild icon should be a button with three horizontal lines. Click it, then go down and click settings. In the settings search bar just type "bridges" and you'll see a result. Then, click "Select a built-in bridge" and choose snowflake and click ok. Boom, your done. If you're in a strict country and for example under the firewall of China then perhaps obfs4 or WebTunnel are a better option for bridging so if that's the case for you click one of those instead of snowflake. Do research on the options as ultimately each option hides your traffic in unique ways.

4. Now you need to disable your TOR's javascript. To do this go into your search bar where you'd type any normal search or URL and type "about:config" and click enter. You'll be given a warning to "proceed with caution" and that's fine. It's just a warning essentially saying that if you don't know what you're doing the settings you change could ruin the performance or security of TOR. Click "Accept the Risk and Continue". Then, at the top in your config it should have a search bar that says "search preference name". Click that search bar, and then type "javascript.enabled". You'll then see an option called "javascript.enabled" with it turned to True. To the right of that it should have an icon you can click (I can't really describe the icon its like two horizontal half arrows pointing in opposite directions). Click it and then it should turn the true to false. If it did then congrats you did it right and you turned it off.

If you wanna go the extra step you can even add an extra layer of security via a VPN but you shouldn't need to if you enabled bridging. But a tutorial for that is two google searches away. And if you had trouble following any of these steps then YouTube is your best-friend for more visual aid to follow along.

Now that you have the proper setup to browse these .onion links safely, If you wanted to hypothetically buy drugs from one of the marketplaces and wanted to access them but don't know where to go then tor.taxi will be your best friend. It gives access to the most user friendly markets to start out with alongside other good resources. From tor.taxi you could hypothetically go on DH and as I said previously buy whatever I've previously mentioned there.

I hope that helps. That's as much as I'm willing to say as I think with anything more it'll be considered sourcing and I'll be banned.

They said you can't overdose on nitazenes or fentanyl? If that's what you meant then well I'm not sure who told you that but they absolutely couldn't be further from the truth. Fentanyl and Nitazenes are amongst the most potent opioids in the world. Visually, the tiniest little spec of fentanyl can kill you (2-3 MG's) and microscopic pieces of nitazenes can can kill you (doses as low as 500 ug/micrograms). If you're saying the overdoses can be reversed then yes that's true: with a drug called naloxone (commonly referred to as narcan) medics can reverse it, but with nitazenes and fentanyl now being readily available (some hundreds of times more potent than fentanyl) it takes a ridiculous amount of Narcan to reverse it. Especially if you're intentionally committing suicide and just ingesting an entire gram or more of nitazenes. Something to note also is that since they're so potent the chance of success is nearly 1000%. Unless you have a medic who is right next to you on standby the moment you ingest it there's little to no chance they're bringing you back from a nitazene OD. With SN you need to worry about "what if this goes wrong and I end up waking up a vegetable?". With SN you have all these worries. However, with fentanyl or nitazenes, the success rate is an absolute guarantee compared to SN where it depends on seemingly 10+ factors which is a risk I wouldn't take.

Don't thank me. Thank you! Thank you for taking the time to answer my questions. It was really neat learning your perspective. It's so sad they force you guys to be so in line if there's only one way you can approach life. Truly believe in yourself. I promise you'll go on to do great things with your life regardless if you go to college or not. Best of luck to you friend.

im just too paranoid to order anything from the darkweb, no matter how many security measures i take, someone somewhere will have my adress written down somewhere to send me the stuff and once this guys house gets raided and they find my adress in his notes they can get me into trouble too.

 

[HollowSoul]

im just too paranoid to order anything from the darkweb, no matter how many security measures i take, someone somewhere will have my adress written down somewhere to send me the stuff and once this guys house gets raided and they find my adress in his notes they can get me into trouble too.

Yeah I think the problem with DH and the Darknet is mostly that

You cant really know how reliable It is...

 

[pelicanportal]

Ohhhh okay. See, this makes a TON more sense. I've always thought you guys sourced it via TOR. Not I understand why SN is much easier to get for you guys than nitazenes and fentanyl. I guess my suggestion would be to learn how to use TOR. I posted a basic tutorial on setting it up a bit ago I'll repost it here:

I bought SN without any mega-impossible difficult hurdles and if you have a protocol chances are you won't fuck it up. Ordering drugs on Tor is where you risk raising red flags and getting wellness checks (at best) and running into legal issues and package interceptions at worst. This is why dumber more stupid methods persist, no matter how many times you may have successfully ordered off Tor sites, that is intimidating to many. SN may be triggering wellness checks now too in hellscape decline countries though, but you won't get into legal issues for having it at least. Like a poster above said, if N were realistically obtainable SN would be back on meat curing shelves without restrictions because no one would want it. I agree SN is a shit way to go but it is, for now, still obtainable for people that can clear a few hurdles.

 

[SorrowfulDrugUser]

im just too paranoid to order anything from the darkweb, no matter how many security measures i take, someone somewhere will have my adress written down somewhere to send me the stuff and once this guys house gets raided and they find my adress in his notes they can get me into trouble too.

I understand this paranoia. I don't wanna self-snitch but I have quite a bit of experience to say the least with it. I can confidently say after dealing with many markets that have since been raided and direct vendors who have been raided I've been fine. You need to learn how to encrypt your address via PGP. Kleopatra is a good intro application to learn. Make a coffee and watch a 5 minute YouTube tutorial on it. If you PGP encrypt your delivery address and the feds kick doors down unless they get access to that private key AND they get the password out of the vendor there's no way they'll be able to decrypt and read any of the messages you've sent back and forth including your delivery address. If the vendor is professional and has a brain larger than the size of a pebble they wouldn't ever keep tabs on physical notes or paper. It's all done online via encrypted programs. More importantly, if you ever find out the market or vendor you used to shop with gets raided you simply just need to clean your house out. In the case the worse case scenario somehow happened (which it won't ever happen to a random guy like yourself buying just one single time or so... I promise. I'd bet money on it if I could lol) if you cleaned your house out it won't matter. ANYONE could hypothetically order anything under your name at any time and get it shipped to you. That isn't enough probable cause to legally charge you with anything. They'd need to see the drugs as well in your personal possession. My point here is to just use your brain. Trust me, from personal experience, particularly when I was a noobie, I really get where you're coming from. However, you can sit here and be paranoia ridden forever asking all these "what-ifs" but at that point why are you even on this website? You might as well just deactivate your account and stop using a phone. What if the vendor your buying SN from is doing the same? What if its a honeypot and just feds getting your details and now you have to deal with a wellness check? What if they don't even send you real SN? Do you see where I'm going with that? You have a good point obviously but IMO I'd argue you're actually taking MORE risk buying SN on the clear-net then buying something like fentanyl or nitazenes from the dark net for a few reasons.

I bought SN without any mega-impossible difficult hurdles and if you have a protocol chances are you won't fuck it up. Ordering drugs on Tor is where you risk raising red flags and getting wellness checks (at best) and running into legal issues and package interceptions at worst. This is why dumber more stupid methods persist, no matter how many times you may have successfully ordered off Tor sites, that is intimidating to many. SN may be triggering wellness checks now too in hellscape decline countries though, but you won't get into legal issues for having it at least. Like a poster above said, if N were realistically obtainable SN would be back on meat curing shelves without restrictions because no one would want it. I agree SN is a shit way to go but it is, for now, still obtainable for people that can clear a few hurdles.

That's certainly true. I don't know I was just hoping to shine some light on different ideas for people willing to take the risk because it breaks my heart to think a ton of people have likely ended up like that kid using SN to go out. Literally ANY other drug is better than what I sat there and briefly watched for like 30 seconds (SN OD). Think about it... if they used SN in to kill a prisoner of war they would probably consider it human torture because of how brutal that is. With an opioid OD you literally just fall into a forever sleep. It just breaks my heart is all. I hope you all can find peace without needing to CTB, but if you decide to anyway..... I hope it's far more peaceful then that.

 

[RadiantNumber]

For me SN is scary and I would not use it, even with antimimetics, I would rather use exit mask

 

[sickofeverything]

For me SN is scary and I would not use it, even with antimimetics, I would rather use exit mask

Which method would you go for then? The only other one that seems as "good" as sn and lots of people struggle with passing out

 

[RadiantNumber]

Which method would you go for then? The only other one that seems as "good" as sn and lots of people struggle with passing out

idk but my SI kicks in even when I watch this video, I would not imagine myself to leave this world while seizuring, it is scary to me.

 

[BaronVon]

May his soul rest in peace. That was painful to watch. I wonder if he took any AEs. He most probably didn't. Maybe with AEs and benzos, it might be more peaceful than this. Wish the video showed time. Unfortunately it doesn't. Anyone know how long the video is?

If you live long enough and experience it like myself ,everyone you see dying is painful to watch, and I have seen far much worse deaths than this. it is no party, every death has some pain. I would rather die like this than go through years and months of cancer etc. It is sad to see someone so young do this though