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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,611
I want to die...I feel very bad physically, extremely depressed, oppressed, exhausted, I have lost sleep. the cyb should for this month I have a few things to do before

🥵🥵🥵
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,327
To me it really is so cruel and terrible how there's all this suffering, I hope you find peace eventually, I also just wish to not exist.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,611
tired all the time but I can't sleep
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,611
I want to stay in bed 24 hours a day and have an IV put into me and fall asleep little by little as if I were being euthanized
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Same here. I'm also exhausted and depressed due to life. I hate life and I hate how I've been burdened with being a human. I honestly deserve better and I hate that I'm forced to suffer when I didn't even consent to being here
 
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babouflo201223

Specialist
Aug 18, 2024
327
Je veux rester au lit 24 heures sur 24, qu'on me pose une perfusion et que je m'endorme petit à petit, comme si j'étais euthanasié.
Eh oui, ça, ce serait l'idéal, j'y ai souvent pensé ces derniers mois. Parfois j'ai l'impression que me lever est juste impossible, j'en peux plus. C'est trop dur tout ça.
 

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