Venting Venting

[andromedakun]

So i went out pretty late last night to go walking around the block and chill at the park. I just wanted some alone time while looking at the stars and listening to music. But because im stupid i left my keys. I live with my sister and her family to preface. I had to wake her up at 1am to get in and i felt really bad. But then she started asking me if i was doing drugs, i don't even like drinking alcohol let alone drugs! All this is really stressing me out and just makes me want to ctb as soon as possible. I hate being misunderstood the most. It's the worst feeling for me. But i still feel bad for worrying her. It is my fault to begin with.