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jakaka
Member
- Jan 15, 2021
- 61
I don't even have the will or energy to give my family a last good memory of or with me. It's impossible for me to be anything but negative. It's fucked up but true. I've been reading and lurking. And I really don't think anyone here can relate everyone seems to be at least functioning in the sense that they have work...or still take care of themselves. I stopped taking care of myself...personal hygiene included. I've given up. Really need a quick fix and quick end. But even that includes effort and I don't even have effort to take care of myself.