yuri77
Misanthrope
- Mar 21, 2026
- 72
No one understands how it feels like to live like this, I am a walking corpse. I don't know how long i've been masking to not upset people but I just want to fucking end it. My body does not belong to me and I don't have free will. I am sick of everything and humanity in general. I hate people's expectations I hate myself for being like this I hate the fact that I will NEVER be happy no matter what I do in my life because I am cursed. I'm so tired of acting. I can't even slit my wrists or hurt my body in the way I want. I don't want to live in this awful rotten world, even my family's love is conditional. But I know I'll be at peace when I stop existing so I cannot wait to finally die, I can only hope that it comes sooner and I die in an accident or something similar.
Random ass vent and probably no one's going to read this or even understand it because I was too lazy to edit and my thoughts are extremely unorganized.
Random ass vent and probably no one's going to read this or even understand it because I was too lazy to edit and my thoughts are extremely unorganized.
