Vent

[miseryismybsf]

I just hate it I hate everything I can't take it anymore I am monster who shouldn't had been born I don't deserve to live in fact I don't want to live everyday is war to live I am not like others and I don't know how it's my fault for being dumb incapable of doing anything incapable of talking a loser in life who knows nothing but to be a depressed bitch I want to die I really want I wish dying was easy some people are just not meant for this world and I'm one of them I have no reason to be alive to live like this. Self harm is my only option but I want something better I want to jump in front of a train or car or maybe hang myself to death but I am just a sad bitch who is too afraid to anything, I envy those people who are brave enough to commit suicide I want to be like them this world is not for me, I am an alien for this world, ugly, dumb, no friends no life just a waste of resources I wish every night that it's my last night. And my school oh boy I hate that place more than anything getting bullied by everyone being alone in a class full of people not being able to talk to anyone. I just hate every single corner of that place why can't I die it's my fucking life and I should have the right to end it I was never meant to live. I hate myself. I just wanna die and get peace.