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SDB

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Jul 21, 2025
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I have some SN on order or at least I think I do. I can't access benzodiazepines or any of the digestive stuff. I'm in Canada and it's hard to get that stuff.

Can I just get 25g SN in water and take it in one shot will that do it? Like tequila or something?

Also since I lost my job living with family and after years I still can't find another it the package comes and they get to it first , like they won't open it but I'm afraid the contents will top them off. What's a good excuse? I'm thinking of saying it's gaming merchandise as it's coming from Asia. Thx
 
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doomerguy88

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Aug 13, 2025
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I have some SN on order or at least I think I do. I can't access benzodiazepines or any of the digestive stuff. I'm in Canada and it's hard to get that stuff.

Can I just get 25g SN in water and take it in one shot will that do it? Like tequila or something?

Also since I lost my job living with family and after years I still can't find another it the package comes and they get to it first , like they won't open it but I'm afraid the contents will top them off. What's a good excuse? I'm thinking of saying it's gaming merchandise as it's coming from Asia. Thx
SN is all I have as well and I asked a similar question. Based on the replies I got and what I read on other posts it seems the the other stuff is not completely nessecary but it also hard to say how well it will work without them. It would definitely help to make sure you have a second glass of the mixture in case you vomit and there are cases of it working without the other stuff but it's hard to say how reliable it will be . Also everything I have read says to stick with water as other stuff can interact with SN and make it less effective.
 
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SDB

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Jul 21, 2025
167
SN is all I have as well and I asked a similar question. Based on the replies I got and what I read on other posts it seems the the other stuff is not completely nessecary but it also hard to say how well it will work without them. It would definitely help to make sure you have a second glass of the mixture in case you vomit and there are cases of it working without the other stuff but it's hard to say how reliable it will be . Also everything I have read says to stick with water as other stuff can interact with SN and make it less effective.
Are there any threads of people testing it and surviving with water? I just find the threads with the elaborate plans
 
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doomerguy88

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Aug 13, 2025
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Are there any threads of people testing it and surviving with water? I just find the threads with the elaborate plans
Not sure exactly what you mean. There have been reports of people dying from just test ingesting SN even when taking much lower amount than what's recommended. Also I'm pretty sure there are people who have survived just taking it with water but I can't say how many of them were following the protocol or not. Obviously you will have a higher chance of success by following it but there are a lot of variables that come in to play so it's hard for me to say.
 
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SDB

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Jul 21, 2025
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well I hope just water and SN is fine as I can't get the other stuff. Does the vomiting vary? Are there cases of no vomiting?
 
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doomerguy88

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Aug 13, 2025
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well I hope just water and SN is fine as I can't get the other stuff. Does the vomiting vary? Are there cases of no vomiting?
It seems I remember of in case of no vomiting but I can't be positive. Most likely there will be at least some vomiting even if you take anti emetics. And yes it can vary in the amount you vomit. Like I said there are cases of it working without taking the other stuff it's just hard to say how likely it is to work by itself. Hopefully someone with more info on the subject will chime in.
 
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It seems I remember of in case of no vomiting but I can't be positive. Most likely there will be at least some vomiting even if you take anti emetics. And yes it can vary in the amount you vomit. Like I said there are cases of it working without taking the other stuff it's just hard to say how likely it is to work by itself. Hopefully someone with more info on the subject will chime in.
Yes can anyone here please chime in as well. Any anecdotes threads. I don't want it to not go right due to something small. I know it's a matter of taking it, but still
 
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Dec 23, 2024
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I mean, I took 7g of SN in soda. No ae, no benzos, no fasting, just the SN. I only survived because of intense medical treatment. I had a cardiac arrest and should have died.
 
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I mean, I took 7g of SN in soda. No ae, no benzos, no fasting, just the SN. I only survived because of intense medical treatment. I had a cardiac arrest and should have died.
Ok where is your thread and experience can you post it? Did you vomit and how were you found? Did you need more time in order for it to work? I'm just going to take it with water
 
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Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
332
These are my medical records :) I did vomit a lot, and I took it in front of the police. It took me around an hour to die but I was not awake for most of it

 
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Jul 21, 2025
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These are my medical records :) I did vomit a lot, and I took it in front of the police. It took me around an hour to die but I was not awake for most of it

Ok I'll check this out. I need this to work for me, no getting stopped or any interference
 
nitritegirl

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anguish.
Jun 26, 2025
88
it will certainly result in death if it stays in your body, the other medication is just to avoid vomiting, stay calm and stuff, but if you're taking 25g SN that's the most important thing. with 25g you'll likely vomit, so that's why it is also recommemded to prepare two cups/mixtures of water and sn, so you drink another if you vomit the other one. if you search for news on sn deaths (yes the ones in the media), i think most of the people just took the SN by itself, some even tried to be rescued afterwards but the sn was too fast.
 
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SDB

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Jul 21, 2025
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it will certainly result in death if it stays in your body, the other medication is just to avoid vomiting, stay calm and stuff, but if you're taking 25g SN that's the most important thing. with 25g you'll likely vomit, so that's why it is also recommemded to prepare two cups/mixtures of water and sn, so you drink another if you vomit the other one. if you search for news on sn deaths (yes the ones in the media), i think most of the people just took the SN by itself, some even tried to be rescued afterwards but the sn was too fast.

What about small rapid shots of it with tiny breaks between them? Would that better than a sudden slam of 25g ?
 

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