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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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but Novaa hasn't been banned
Ah Ok lol.I was wondering why she doesn't have the start chat or start conversation feature anymore.

I guess she must have closed her dm's
 
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whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

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Aug 5, 2024
282
Anyone heard from or about @deadbidaylight ?
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all you need is a hug...
May 9, 2025
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@bankai please explain to me why your signature GIF hamster has a freaking bulge between their legs or I'll start acting unwise :shy:
 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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@bankai please explain to me why your signature GIF hamster has a freaking bulge between their legs or I'll start acting unwise :shy:
Ha ha,it's a female hamster called ebichu actually.hilarious character.there are a lot of funny snippets available online.

I didn't notice that bulge earlier,please get your mind out of the gutter😂😂
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,148
Anyone know about nozomu? They had a lengthy diary from over a year ago, but there were times where I didn't follow closely to what happens on SaSu. Did they find peace or recovery or something?
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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Anyone know about nozomu? They had a lengthy diary from over a year ago, but there were times where I didn't follow closely to what happens on SaSu. Did they find peace or recovery or something?
they have disabled their account and are still alive, they seem to be focusing on recovering.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,148
they have disabled their account and are still alive, they seem to be focusing on recovering.
Thanks for the heads up and hope they have found peace through recovery.
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all you need is a hug...
May 9, 2025
882
Ha ha,it's a female hamster called ebichu actually.hilarious character.there are a lot of funny snippets available online.

I didn't notice that bulge earlier,please get your mind out of the gutter😂😂
I think it's supposed to be her tail? But it really looks like something else hahahaha!
 
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Emerita

Emerita

Time is terminal
Jan 16, 2025
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@sombie I never really interacted with them but I remember a post they made where they said they were planning on ctb sometime in the summer I believe, the post was about using meth before ctb. As someone who also uses meth I guess I was just thinking about them, I haven't seen them around in a while. Wondering if anyone knows if they were still going head with their plan or if they are recovering? They could be just taking a break but I thought it wouldn't hurt to ask. I know what meth can do to someone and even though we didn't interact really I felt a sense of comradery as for the meth use, I just hope they are okay.
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,452
hello there guys, after a long couple of years away from here, im offically back. Not sure if this is still the main thread but anyway.
I tried to live a normal life but guess what. Of course it didn't work out ffs. At least I tried. Not looking to CTB anytime soon though, just looking for friends idk.
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,203
@jane78flower?
 
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finalgoodbye:(

finalgoodbye:(

Student
Jun 13, 2025
132
@Intoxicated please?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Intoxicated

Intoxicated

MIA Man
Nov 16, 2023
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@Intoxicated please?
I was in laughing nirvana from nitrous recently. Hopefully, this is what I'll experience shortly before my death when my time comes



I wonder why this gas is not used in MAID yet. If Nembutal is "gold standard", N2O should be platinum standard.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,678
hello there guys, after a long couple of years away from here, im offically back. Not sure if this is still the main thread but anyway.
I tried to live a normal life but guess what. Of course it didn't work out ffs. At least I tried. Not looking to CTB anytime soon though, just looking for friends idk.
Sorry life brought you back... 🫂🫂🫂🫂
Wishing you the best. ♥️
I was in laughing nirvana from nitrous recently. Hopefully, this is what I'll experience shortly before my death when my time comes



I wonder why this gas is not used in MAID yet. If Nembutal is "gold standard", N2O should be platinum standard.

 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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Any idea about kinoki?
 
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brokenspirited

brokenspirited

Great Mage
May 20, 2025
494
is @hang in there banned?
 
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Dayrain

Mage
Feb 3, 2023
509
Anyone know about nozomu? They had a lengthy diary from over a year ago, but there were times where I didn't follow closely to what happens on SaSu. Did they find peace or recovery or something?
@TAW122
nozomu posted in the dedicated diary thread in the "Sanctuary" before doing what you just described and basically just told what's written on the profile and that there would be another post coming in case of a return to the site.
That thread and therefore post was deleted.
 
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Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,403
Ik this is a little farfetch'd but... Has anyone heard from @2messdup? Has her ctb been confirmed yet? Any news?

I lost two best friends on this forum and it's been taking a toll on me tbh. I guess I'm a selfish motherfucking leech, idk. I miss them so much though :'(
 
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Heartaches

Heartaches

Don't say a prayer for me now
May 6, 2021
279
they have disabled their account and are still alive, they seem to be focusing on recovering.
A little late, but I'm happy Nozomu decided to take a step back and focus on their recovery. Never talked to them, but I read some of their diary entries from time to time.

They reminded me so much to someone I knew, down to the anime character they used as their avatar. I don't believe they were the same person, though. Just very similar to someone I was once very close to and cared for.

I wish them all the best.

Edit: thank you for correcting my post regarding their pronouns. I had seen some users use she/her to refer to them, that's why I was under the impression those were their preferred pronouns. My apologies, but again, thank you for the correction.
 
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brokenspirited

brokenspirited

Great Mage
May 20, 2025
494
is @Endofpain banned?


Were they banned or CTB?
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Paragon
May 7, 2025
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I talked to @milkteacrown a few times, and was in the middle of chat with her when I disappeared from the forum for a while, then when I came back she appeared to be gone.
 
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psp3000

psp3000

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
1,684
carac ?
 
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brokenspirited

brokenspirited

Great Mage
May 20, 2025
494
@anagram banned or CTB?
 
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