Life_and_Death
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- Jul 1, 2020
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so....im take a serious trip this weekend...
im going home for the first time in 15 years (not my abusive parents place. my birth place i got ripped away from)
so i have anxiety about that
and im going to pick up some me food so i have something to eat while im there and being short on money id like to get some groceries on the way back
i cant grocery shop. picking out prices and the different sizes and the people
and then my grampy is all "hey, lets go to the biggest mall around"
im crying and im not even leaving until saturday morning....its only tuesday night......
im hopeful that being the site this is that people have things that help them with social anxiety.
i have literally counted 3 stores...i can handle 3 stores and then thats it. and even at the first im uncomfortable and would rather not...i cant handle all of this...
i have noise canceling earbuds (loop) im going to bring my music. ill have gum (which i planned on buying for weed addiction but i think it might be useful here as well)
and for my second grocery trip i plan on having my exhus met us there to help relieve some of the pressure (it will be back in town here). ive been working on a list so i have some game plan
i plan on buying myself a teddy bear or something comforting at the mall to help a bit.
does anyone have any other suggestions???? i could really really use them right now.....
plus addiction withdrawal...wonderful....i can barely go an hour.....have fun for the whole weekend!!!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
im going home for the first time in 15 years (not my abusive parents place. my birth place i got ripped away from)
so i have anxiety about that
and im going to pick up some me food so i have something to eat while im there and being short on money id like to get some groceries on the way back
i cant grocery shop. picking out prices and the different sizes and the people
and then my grampy is all "hey, lets go to the biggest mall around"
im crying and im not even leaving until saturday morning....its only tuesday night......
im hopeful that being the site this is that people have things that help them with social anxiety.
i have literally counted 3 stores...i can handle 3 stores and then thats it. and even at the first im uncomfortable and would rather not...i cant handle all of this...
i have noise canceling earbuds (loop) im going to bring my music. ill have gum (which i planned on buying for weed addiction but i think it might be useful here as well)
and for my second grocery trip i plan on having my exhus met us there to help relieve some of the pressure (it will be back in town here). ive been working on a list so i have some game plan
i plan on buying myself a teddy bear or something comforting at the mall to help a bit.
does anyone have any other suggestions???? i could really really use them right now.....
plus addiction withdrawal...wonderful....i can barely go an hour.....have fun for the whole weekend!!!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
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