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daydreamer52

daydreamer52

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Aug 12, 2023
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I said I was commiting today, and I'm halfway through, already prepared sn drink and took 3x10mg meto. That was 24 min ago, but I got anxious about something, if I vomit when taking the SN drink, would that be the end of it? I mean would all the SN get out of my system and I wouldn't have long term health issues? Or so I have to do something else?
 
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Kiari

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Oct 15, 2025
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Dude, listen to me. The only thing you can do right now is get medical help immediately. Call 911 or have someone drive you to the ER right now. Tell them exactly what you took and how much. They have specific antidotes for this, like methylene blue, but they only work if you get there in time. The longer you wait, the more permanent damage you're doing to your brain and organs. This isn't something you can sleep off or fix at home. You need to go. Now.
 
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daydreamer52

daydreamer52

Someday
Aug 12, 2023
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Dude, listen to me. The only thing you can do right now is get medical help immediately. Call 911 or have someone drive you to the ER right now. Tell them exactly what you took and how much. They have specific antidotes for this, like methylene blue, but they only work if you get there in time. The longer you wait, the more permanent damage you're doing to your brain and organs. This isn't something you can sleep off or fix at home. You need to go. Now.
Bro I haven't even taken the SN drink did you even read? I'm asking what happens if I vomit? Does all the SN get out and I don't have to worry about permanent damages?
 
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Kiari

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Oct 15, 2025
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Sorry, i read and typed fast! SN absorbs very fast, vomiting isnt enough. It will get "some" of the toxins out though.
 
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daydreamer52

Someday
Aug 12, 2023
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Sorry, i read and typed fast! SN absorbs very fast, vomiting isnt enough. It will get "some" of the toxins out though.
What are my chances of vomitting it? Is there anything I can do to get the rest of it out if I vomit it? I didn't prepare a second drink so, what do you recommend me?
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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There's nothing you can do to remove the SN that's already been absorbed except call 911 and tell them what you took so they can give you the antidote.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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What are my chances of vomitting it? Is there anything I can do to get the rest of it out if I vomit it? I didn't prepare a second drink so, what do you recommend me?
I thought vomiting was to be expected, but I'm sure you've done more research on it than I have, I'd go with whatever that tells you.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

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Jun 9, 2023
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See ya should you choose to go~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~

in regards to your question, I'd recommend reading the threads which chronicle various SN attempts and their effects~ Usually, there are no lasting effects for failed attempts, but it's better to be safe than sorry~ However, if you do worry, I would recommend calling 911 to request the antidote, which I believe is methylene blue if I'm not mistaken, for your meat curing accident~
 
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daydreamer52

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See ya should you choose to go~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~

in regards to your question, I'd recommend reading the threads which chronicle various SN attempts and their effects~ Usually, there are no lasting effects for failed attempts, but it's better to be safe than sorry~ However, if you do worry, I would recommend calling 911 to request the antidote, which I believe is methylene blue if I'm not mistaken, for your meat curing accident~
I decided to abort 🙁. I should've prepared a second drink, I can't risk it to get hospitalized. I'm crying so much, today was the perfect day for it, why did I have to ruin my own death?
There's nothing you can do to remove the SN that's already been absorbed except call 911 and tell them what you took so they can give you the antidote.
I can't risk it I thought there was another form of getting rid of the SN in my system if I failed... Getting hospitalized isnt an option, im sorry I failed, the anxiety was too much, maybe I wouldn't even have vomited and would be successful... I'll never know now I'm so useless
I thought vomiting was to be expected, but I'm sure you've done more research on it than I have, I'd go with whatever that tells you.
I expected it but I thought I wouldn't have permanent damages if I vomited it all, turns out I didn't plan it thoroughly 😢
 
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EternalShore

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Jun 9, 2023
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I decided to abort 🙁. I should've prepared a second drink, I can't risk it to get hospitalized. I'm crying so much, today was the perfect day for it, why did I have to ruin my own death?

I can't risk it I thought there was another form of getting rid of the SN in my system if I failed... Getting hospitalized isnt an option, im sorry I failed, the anxiety was too much, maybe I wouldn't even have vomited and would be successful... I'll never know now I'm so useless

I expected it but I thought I wouldn't have permanent damages if I vomited it all, turns out I didn't plan it thoroughly 😢
it's going to be okay~ >_< *hug~* the option won't go away if you reconsider later~ I'd recommend getting some sleep, so you can hopefully feel a little bit better in the morning or at least, get to be unconsciousness~ :)
 
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Dante_

Global Mod | No future
Feb 27, 2025
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im sorry I failed, the anxiety was too much, maybe I wouldn't even have vomited and would be successful... I'll never know now I'm so useless
Hey, you owe no one an apology on your part, I know it feels like you do but trust me you dont, this decision is as final as it gets and getting all the emotions out of being in such a moment thereafter is so important, so glad you're still here and part of this community.
 
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