urge is bad. Feeling extremely hopeless. want out

[pleasexbexover]

No hope or motivation left in me I am continually running out of things to stay here for and the things that remain are only material
I am not for this world and this world is not for me. Don't worry I'm not doing anything, I can't buy charcoal with $1 and my gas light on. I have nothing at the house that would successfully work
I'm tired
I want out
Done nothing but get worse and my life feels like it's over before it even began

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I also see myself as not meant for any of this, all I want is to be gone and never suffer ever again, I wish you the best.

 

[pleasexbexover]

No hope or motivation left in me I am continually running out of things to stay here for and the things that remain are only material
I am not for this world and this world is not for me. Don't worry I'm not doing anything, I can't buy charcoal with $1 and my gas light on. I have nothing at the house that would successfully work
I'm tired
I want out
Done nothing but get worse and my life feels like it's over before it even began

I want to cut or physically hurt myself but it wouldn't do any good