Update

[restingplace]

So, long story short, i don't know where I'm gonna live as of the 29th of April, I've spent my money on bullshit I don't need. I'm in a relationship with this really great guy, we think alike and it's my first gay relationship but that in itself makes me feel kind of gross, I haven't fully accepted the fact that I'm Bisexual I guess. Got really bad food poisoning and am destroying my liver but hey atleast I've got good people and music around for now.


I think I'll be able to survive this year, barely but I will. I don't think I want to continue my life past 26 though, nothing left for me to do by then

 

[SecretDissociation]

I really hope you manage to find a way to get the money you need to stay where you're living. You could always try looking into funds and charities, I don't if you have them but I know it's also reall`y difficult to get help from them anyway.

Please don't feel ashamed or grossed out by being in a gay relationship! Im a lesbian and I know how abnormal it can feel, loving/liking and being with someone that isn't your opposite gender. Take your time to accept yourself, I, a random stranger accepts you!

And also, I hope you survive this year too <3