Discussion Unsure of method, jumping or partial suspension.

[reverb]

not sure if these posts are allowed, let me know if a deletion is needed.

I've been looking at methods for a while, but im honestly unsure of what option to choose.

At first I thought partial suspension would be nice as it seems like a guaranteed death, but I'm terrified someone will find me before being finished (since I have a roommate w/ my college dorm).

Then I thought I could just jump from this 4 story building towards a secluded ally way (I'd be on the 4th story, not the top of the building), but I'm unsure if that would kill me because after researching I learned that your body could tilt and not land exactly on the head.

If you have any suggestions please let me know. Here are some things about me/I'm okay with (if that helps):

• Up to 15 minutes of pain. I have a good pain tolerance and I'll be taking 3 tablets of oxycodone, but the shorter the better.
• Doesn't matter to me if they find my body, or not, after death.
• My budget is decently high so I can buy whatever materials needed.
• I'd prefer if it wasn't something I could withdraw from once started. I've tried cutting before discovering this site, but wasn't successful because of the amount of effort required once I started (but I guess it's good I didnt do much damage because those success rates kinda suck).
• I also have a LOT of Dicyclomine, an anticholinergic, which (from very minimal research) I know can inhibit the parasympathetic nervous system (regulates the heart). I just don't know if it would actually kill me or what dose I would use.

anyways thanks in advance

 

[weallhaveourghosts]

No one can decide which method is right for you. You have to do your research and weigh the pros and cons and accessibility. SN seems to be the method of choice on this site if you can obtain it and not be interrupted. However, since the roommate thing is a worry this might not the best method for you. Partial is hard because your SI (survival instinct) kicks in and you have more time to get out of doing it. Cutting is advised a non-method as is OD. Look into the resource threads and research. Also jumping from that height will most likely end up with you paralyzed and not dead. Do not recommend.

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[FuneralCry]

I also just wish for a way to be free from it all, I hope that you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[knickknack81]

If your budget is decently high, maybe look for a hotel or an airbnb in a taller building with a balcony that is 15-20 stories up. Jumping from that height would make for a very high likelihood of death. Assuming you can overcome yr SI.

 

[Rynalia]

Parroting above, we can't help you choose a method, that alone is your choice.

However some considerations:

Partial /
- Relatively easy to get going, just as easy to back out
- Plenty of ways to go wrong, which makes it more painful (i.e.: you miss the arteries and end up asphyxiating yourself instead)
- SI kicks in fast, particularly if you aren't used to going nighty night this way, or if you do it wrong
- Zero control past loss of consciousness, which means you gamble on whether or not your setup was done properly, and that you aren't found

Jumping /
- Harder to find a good jumping place that is easy to access (higher the better, lower is literally cutting your chances of ctb and increasing chances of permanent damage)
- Huge upfront SI blast (getting yourself to even jump in the first place)
- It is not out of the picture that you could be spotted (race for time)
- No turning back (you jump and that's it)
- Unlikely, but you could still somehow live (albeit fubar)