thankyou
Thank you 🙏
- Mar 2, 2023
- 64
Statement in the title. I am too genetically damaged and environmentally traumatized to live. I can't work, maintain relationships, enjoy activities, and I'm a drain on any romantic partner I have. Im a drain on society actually.
I barely have enough motivation to make this post.
Authorities stole my SN and connected me with abhorrent help with made everything 100x times worse. Thanks to them for ensuring ending my life is riskier than it should be. If hanging myself results in brain damage they can send the hospital bill to the crisis counselors. I want to jump but due to autism it's way too painfully overstimulating to go through that plan. I've been practicing my hanging and I likely will be gone within the next month. Might do a combination of pills and hanging so that I can ensure health workers won't feel the need to keep me on life support in case I fail at hanging because my body will be too damaged. Thanks to everyone here and sorry you all are here in the first place. Remember it's not your failing, it's society's.
I barely have enough motivation to make this post.
Authorities stole my SN and connected me with abhorrent help with made everything 100x times worse. Thanks to them for ensuring ending my life is riskier than it should be. If hanging myself results in brain damage they can send the hospital bill to the crisis counselors. I want to jump but due to autism it's way too painfully overstimulating to go through that plan. I've been practicing my hanging and I likely will be gone within the next month. Might do a combination of pills and hanging so that I can ensure health workers won't feel the need to keep me on life support in case I fail at hanging because my body will be too damaged. Thanks to everyone here and sorry you all are here in the first place. Remember it's not your failing, it's society's.