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SleeplessAndSad

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How are you @boddibo @TwoSoulsLiveInMe
 
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TwoSoulsLiveInMe

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I'm doing better than I was before, not necessarily less suicidal, but better. This forum has been a great source of comfort since I officially joined. Our last interaction gave me the confidence to post some replies, so thanks for that :)

How about yourself?
 
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SleeplessAndSad

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Jan 1, 2026
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224 @SleeplessAndSad

I'm doing better than I was before, not necessarily less suicidal, but better. This forum has been a great source of comfort since I officially joined. Our last interaction gave me the confidence to post some replies, so thanks for that :)

How about yourself?
I am happy to hear that. It's good to see some people can benefit in a positive way from this site.

I would say my day was good. The thoughts are still there but for a few hours i was really fine, thanks to someone else :)

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TwoSoulsLiveInMe

I Am Happy Nowhere
Feb 6, 2026
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I would say my day was good. The thoughts are still there but for a few hours i was really fine, thanks to someone else :)
I'm glad you were able to have a few hours of reprieve :)

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boddibo

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Dec 19, 2023
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I only have one answer about my mood lol
 
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boddibo

boddibo

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Dec 19, 2023
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I drink almost 1.5L everyday since Jan 1st haha
I stopped drinking soda Jan 1st too~
 
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boddibo

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Yeah there was a drastic change in the way I drink and eat since jan 1st lol
thanks, appreciate it
 
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SleeplessAndSad

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Why did you change it? Not that i am complaining, obviously it's a good thing.
 
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boddibo

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I wanted to try to get healthier to see if my tiredness was caused by my bad eating/drinking habits
so it wasn't the case it seems
 
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SleeplessAndSad

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Jan 1, 2026
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I see. Did you think about that sleap study thing?

Also good night, B 🤗
 
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night night
i need an appointment yeah but could take months
 
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SleeplessAndSad

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Aww, i hope you get it soon.
 
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