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Jun123

Jun123

Lost in dreams
Dec 3, 2025
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263 hello again @GlassMoon :)
 
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GlassMoon

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264 Hello again @Jun123. BTW your profile is set to private, in case that's not intentional. The setting is kind of hidden.
 
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Jun123

Jun123

Lost in dreams
Dec 3, 2025
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263 @GlassMoon thank you for telling me, it wasn't intentional. Can you see it now? I'm not sure if I clicked the right options
 
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Nov 18, 2024
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264 Yup, works fine now. I had made a few posts on my profile and wondered why nobody reacted before I noticed mine was set to private, too. So I'm on a mission now :-)
 
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Jun123

Lost in dreams
Dec 3, 2025
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263 I like your mission, I'll try to tell other people as well
 
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mjolnir

The One Who Falls From the Sky
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I‘m trying but someone stole my manual for life
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natori

Que Sera, Sera—Whatever Will Be, Will Be.
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Feel that
 
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SleeplessAndSad

I‘m trying but someone stole my manual for life
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SleeplessAndSad

I‘m trying but someone stole my manual for life
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I‘m trying but someone stole my manual for life
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Xi-Xi

The Seventh Circle's Favorite Witch (Fae/Faer)
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I‘m trying but someone stole my manual for life
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I‘m trying but someone stole my manual for life
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Welcome @TwoSoulsLiveInMe
Why did you pick that username, if you don't mind me asking.
 
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boddibo

boddibo

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Dec 19, 2023
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stealing my lines now, @SleeplessAndSad?
 
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SleeplessAndSad

I‘m trying but someone stole my manual for life
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Huh? I never have seen you using that one before. or i can't remember... sometimes i forget a lot. Sorry boddibro
 
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TwoSoulsLiveInMe

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Welcome @TwoSoulsLiveInMe
Why did you pick that username, if you don't mind me asking.
It's a kind of bastardization of a Faust quote, "Two souls, alas, are housed within my breast, / And each will wrestle for the mastery there". (There are many similar quotes and translations)
I apply this to my mindset about suicide. I've been suicidal for a long time, and I've thrown myself body and mind into both recovery and relapse, so I like the two souls metaphor. It perfectly describes why I finally joined the site, I'm literally sitting on the razors edge.
It also has to do with the theming of my account, Puella Magi Madoka Magicka has a lot to do with Faust, and I specifically resonate with Akemi Homura's character (my pfp), and the anime's representation of love, hope and sacrifice.
Also it brings the two wolves meme to mind, and I value humor in online usernames.
Thanks for asking!
 
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boddibo

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@SleeplessAndSad nvm misread because of lack of sleep, been awake for almost 20h lol
 
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It's a kind of bastardization of a Faust quote, "Two souls, alas, are housed within my breast, / And each will wrestle for the mastery there". (There are many similar quotes and translations)
I apply this to my mindset about suicide. I've been suicidal for a long time, and I've thrown myself body and mind into both recovery and relapse, so I like the two souls metaphor. It perfectly describes why I finally joined the site, I'm literally sitting on the razors edge.
It also has to do with the theming of my account, Puella Magi Madoka Magicka has a lot to do with Faust, and I specifically resonate with Akemi Homura's character (my pfp), and the anime's representation of love, hope and sacrifice.
Also it brings the two wolves meme to mind, and I value humor in online usernames.
Thanks for asking!
Thank you for the detailed explanation.

I reasonate with that, my previous pfp had a similar touch like your name.
I hope you find what you are looking for.



@boddibo
What are you doing, B?! go to bed lol.

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