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Hello Sphene, how are you doing?
Got kicked from SaSu also? Same time range as three days ago...
Not sure. I have a GP appointment in less than two weeks, wondering if I should try to stick around until then. My SN will probably get here before that though

You still doing ok considering?

Yeah, it's odd - not sure if the site is getting DDoS'd or what

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Not sure. I have a GP appointment in less than two weeks, wondering if I should try to stick around until then. My SN will probably get here before that though

You still doing ok considering?

Yeah, it's odd - not sure if the site is getting DDoS'd or what
Well you have it in the back. Remember, you can choose death at any moment of the day; there's no time limit. It could happen in an hour, a week, or even a few years. But it is a one-time choice, irreversible. And if you or not 💯 sure about it, maybe you should hang on for a while. I'll hope you find clarity. I'm doing ok, thank you. 🤗

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I wasn't sure if it was just me so I messaged a mod and was told it is the site.

Sphene do you have the meto and benzo yet? MissAbyss has good information there.

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I wasn't sure if it was just me so I messaged a mod and was told it is the site.

Sphene do you have the meto and benzo yet? MissAbyss has good information there.
Still getting kicked out... 😔

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Well you have it in the back. Remember, you can choose death at any moment of the day; there's no time limit. It could happen in an hour, a week, or even a few years. But it is a one-time choice, irreversible. And if you or not 💯 sure about it, maybe you should hang on for a while. I'll hope you find clarity. I'm doing ok, thank you. 🤗

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That's true 🙃 I'll see what happens I suppose. You're very kind, as always 😊

I wasn't sure if it was just me so I messaged a mod and was told it is the site.

Sphene do you have the meto and benzo yet? MissAbyss has good information there.

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I don't. I have no idea how to get it here. Everything is extremely regulated in this country. I was thinking of just fasting for a long time, but no clue how that'll end up.

Only thing I can get OTC is some weak travel meds

Still getting kicked out... 😔

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The site seems to really be struggling 😢

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I don't. I have no idea how to get it here. Everything is extremely regulated in this country. I was thinking of just fasting for a long time, but no clue how that'll end up.
Same here, impossible. When my time comes I'll sprinkle it on a pineapple pizza for that extra salty flavour.

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Same here, impossible. When my time comes I'll sprinkle it on a pineapple pizza for that extra salty flavour.
Damn, @U. A. would be proud 😂 Pineapple Pizza as your last meal though 🤔 😄

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nah pineapple pizza's great but even i wouldn't do that lol
 
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Damn, @U. A. would be proud 😂 Pineapple Pizza as your last meal though 🤔 😄

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Yeah, the moment I said it... I was slightly starting to regret it. No it must be an EPIC meal! 😄

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Yeah, the moment I said it... I was slightly starting to regret it. No it must be an EPIC meal! 😄
If I'd care enough to have a last meal. I would probably just make waffles - So easy to make and still pretty good 😊 Norwegian waffles are probably not as good as your Stroopwafels(?) though 😅

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I've been struggling the last 6 days, maybe the site picked up something from me. 🤢

If you want to talk about SN or methods in general feel free to message me.
 
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If I'd care enough to have a last meal. I would probably just make waffles - So easy to make and still pretty good 😊 Norwegian waffles are probably not as good as your Stroopwafels(?) though 😅
Never tasted one, but waffles sounds good. I mean, what is there not to like about waffles..? With whipped cream on top..? 🥹 Ever tried a stroopwafel? Tomorrow I'm going to make "kniepertjes". Another New Year's tradition. 🤤

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Never tasted one, but waffles sounds good. I mean, what is there not to like about waffles..? With whipped cream on top..? 🥹 Ever tried a stroopwafel? Tomorrow I'm going to make "kniepertjes". Another New Year's tradition. 🤤
I expect you'll think our waffles are pretty basic compared to Dutch ones 😅 We usually just have soft waffles with jam 😆

I have never had the pleasure of trying stroopwafels 🙁 I've heard great things about them though.

Kniepertjes sound interesting! I had to look them up - they look very thin compared to our waffles. Hope they turn out well!


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I expect you'll think our waffles are pretty basic compared to Dutch ones 😅 We usually just have soft waffles with jam 😆

I have never had the pleasure of trying stroopwafels 🙁 I've heard great things about them though.

Kniepertjes sound interesting! I had to look them up - they look very thin compared to our waffles. Hope they turn out well!
Oh, soft waffles with jam! Yes, we know that, it's yummie also.

I hope so too, fingers crossed. 🤭


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Waffles with maple syrup🧇 😊

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Now I'm getting hungry 😅

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Damn all this talk is going to make me have a late late and sugary second dinner before bed. All your fault :pfff:

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I'm going to heat up some Split Pea Soup with Ham 😊

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Oh, we're nearly at 600


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