Under 30 or Over 30 counting game

[U. A.]

*559

 

[Hime]

558

 

[U. A.]

559

huh, hime, were you not over 30...?

 

[Andarna]

uhm... 561

 

[Hime]

huh, hime, were you not over 30...?

nope!
i hope i haven't been writing wrong now all this time lol

557

 

[U. A.]

**560

@Andarna nah i just imagined shit i guess

 

[Hime]

i'm in my mid twenties :p @U. A.
went back and checked and i haven't been writing wrong, so yay

557

 

[U. A.]

*560

glad you aren't a teenager. teenagers being here is fundamentally depressing

Spoiler: for Hime

speaking of depressing:

I can't wait to make my own goodbye thread :)

For a little while seeing goodbye threads made me feel sad and I tried to avoid them as much as possible. But now I read them and I feel happy that someone is ending their suffering and look forward to the day I'll be able to do that and make my own post here. I honestly feel really jealous of...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[MissAbyss]

561

 

[Andarna]

I still think it should be 563 now. But lizards aren't good with numbers.

562

 

[FrustratedGirl]

561

 

[Hime]

560

Spoiler: for Fish

glad you aren't a teenager. teenagers being here is fundamentally depressing

being a teenager on this site is almost like a guaranteed death sentence. absolutely no critical thinking has been developed yet, and you're so susceptible to the echo chamber that this site is. i didn't really consider that teens (even children...) browse this forum. i've been enlightened by the recent discussions in these games

i know for certain i would have ctb'd immediately if i joined when i was a teen... even though i think that's my future, it would have been way too premature... life is still worth living and experiencing. you have your entire life to die after all...

speaking of depressing:

I can't wait to make my own goodbye thread :)

For a little while seeing goodbye threads made me feel sad and I tried to avoid them as much as possible. But now I read them and I feel happy that someone is ending their suffering and look forward to the day I'll be able to do that and make my own post here. I honestly feel really jealous of...

sanctioned-suicide.net

im thankful for your voice of reason, grounding everyone when everything feels so dark for them.

it might feel harsh for them to hear, but it's what they need to hear, not what they want to hear. not only in regards to this thread, but from what i've observed since my time here.

 

[IncrediblePal]

559

 

[U. A.]

561* THE LIZARD IS RIGHT


Thanks, I try. can't be everywhere at once sadly, but y'know

 

[Hime]

Thanks, I try. can't be everywhere at once sadly, but y'know

in the end, it's not your job. you're not a therapist, so don't feel bad. i can only imagine the strain it must put on you.
sending hugs~

560

 

[U. A.]

561

Spoiler: Hime

those middle-ground ones are the worst actually; people who are hurting and obviously newly brainwashed by the sick nature of this place. people who are obviously just despairing and needing help, or people that are just spewing vile bullshit, are both much easier to engage with for me.​

 

[darksouls]

562

 

[U. A.]

563

 

[Hime]

562

Spoiler: Fish

those middle-ground ones are the worst actually; people who are hurting and obviously newly brainwashed by the sick nature of this place. people who are obviously just despairing and needing help, or people that are just spewing vile bullshit, are both much easier to engage with for me.​

yeah... when you haven't let time do its thing, and you're quickly radicalized into this mindset by this site. you become like a wall, unable to be reached by anyone, only having one point of view.

i feel like i'm a bit out of place sometimes here... so many are clearly highly distressed, in states where they can't fully grasp what's going on... yet they egg each other on and ctb. we have every tomorrow for this, so why right now? we should promote reflection and planning, not praising acting fast.

 

[U. A.]

563

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[FrustratedGirl]

562

 

[U. A.]

563

 

[Andarna]

564

 

[Hime]

563

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[FrustratedGirl]

562

 

[Hime]

561

 

[U. A.]

562

[insert long shrug kaomoji]

 

[Andarna]

563