okay, so I will keep it short, I am unable to sleep properly after hitting puberty. I always hated the sexual feelings in me like they made me vulnerable, and I can't let that security loophole to be exposed in front of the other women. So, I tried to implement a combination of drugs that will eliminate the sexual desires and will give me good sleep too (two kills with one stone kind a thing). But it worked for a few months and now it has stopped working at all I try to sleep and find it very hard to sleep unless I am thinking of something romantic like hugging a partner it helps me fall in sleep 
with the help of xanax, don't know why the f88k this has something to do with my sleep. I am asking your thoughts on a solution to this? the drug combination I was using Escitalopram 5mg and xanax 0.25 mg, using escitalopram 5mg for 4 weeks then staying on 10mg total dose and dropping and increasing doze by 5mg every 10 days to make sure sexual side effects stay, but now I have become insomniac like not sleeping for 4-5 or even 6 days straight (I feel like a zombie) whenever I take xanax to help sleep I see bad dreams like get stabbed or getting burned and waking up not feeling hands or legs. I am looking for a drug-based solution that can help with this thank you. [Note: It has been some days that I felt that I am starting to lose hearing in the left ear also give suggestion on whether I should keep going for now or call it a day and catch the bus]
with the help of xanax, don't know why the f88k this has something to do with my sleep. I am asking your thoughts on a solution to this? the drug combination I was using Escitalopram 5mg and xanax 0.25 mg, using escitalopram 5mg for 4 weeks then staying on 10mg total dose and dropping and increasing doze by 5mg every 10 days to make sure sexual side effects stay, but now I have become insomniac like not sleeping for 4-5 or even 6 days straight (I feel like a zombie) whenever I take xanax to help sleep I see bad dreams like get stabbed or getting burned and waking up not feeling hands or legs. I am looking for a drug-based solution that can help with this thank you. [Note: It has been some days that I felt that I am starting to lose hearing in the left ear also give suggestion on whether I should keep going for now or call it a day and catch the bus]
