Discussion (UK people) What is your current method looking like?

[deathgripsme]

Obviously if I could I'd go the N way, but due to fear of me being locked up I probably won't go that route.
Currently the two i'm leaning towards are SN and Night Night (SN would be harder to obtain but I like the idea of going out that way as opposed to Night Night however if it got to it I would still go Night Night as i'm desperate to leave this world.)

wanted to make some friends (UK if possible just to chat about possible methods etc)
might as well make a few friends before i'm gone.

 

[ellieUK]

Hi, I'm UK but new to this

 

[deathgripsme]

Hi, I'm UK but new to this

Hi Ellie me too! only got accepted this morning, would I be able to message you?

 

[Atraxa]

Another UK member here. Still torn between shallow drowning and jumping off the roof at work. I feel it has to be an impulsive moment hence why I'm leaning towards the latter.

 

[Chockles]

UK N on route

 

[bea1974]

I wish I could get it together to get some N and the required enti emetics but it is beyond me. Both the technical Web security stuff and the money.

Options for me currently are trying again with night night, maybe using handcuffs to deal with last minute SI. Or hanging from my flat's balcony, also poss using handcuffs as well.

But today in desperation I'm thinking to throw myself in front of a speeding car and fuck the impact on others.

Any way I do involves impact on others. I just need something that will be quick and will succeed because i can't take this anymore.

I'm not usually a selfish person but honestly shit happens and I can't protect everyone I just need to do this one "selfish" act to save myself is all.

Like they say "self defence is no offence" - its OK to hurt others if your being hurt and need to protect yourself. I need to protect myself from being alive any longer.
I wish I could get it together to get some N and the required enti emetics but it is beyond me. Both the technical Web security stuff and the money.

Options for me currently are trying again with night night, maybe using handcuffs to deal with last minute SI. Or hanging from my flat's balcony, also poss using handcuffs as well.

But today in desperation I'm thinking to throw myself in front of a speeding car and fuck the impact on others.

Any way I do involves impact on others. I just need something that will be quick and will succeed because i can't take this anymore.

I'm not usually a selfish person but honestly shit happens and I can't protect everyone I just need to do this one "selfish" act to save myself is all.

Like they say "self defence is no offence" - its OK to hurt others if your being hurt and need to protect yourself. I need to protect myself from being alive any longer.

 

[Chockles]

I wish I could get it together to get some N and the required enti emetics but it is beyond me. Both the technical Web security stuff and the money.

Options for me currently are trying again with night night, maybe using handcuffs to deal with last minute SI. Or hanging from my flat's balcony, also poss using handcuffs as well.

But today in desperation I'm thinking to throw myself in front of a speeding car and fuck the impact on others.

Any way I do involves impact on others. I just need something that will be quick and will succeed because i can't take this anymore.

I'm not usually a selfish person but honestly shit happens and I can't protect everyone I just need to do this one "selfish" act to save myself is all.

Like they say "self defence is no offence" - its OK to hurt others if your being hurt and need to protect yourself. I need to protect myself from being alive any longer.
I wish I could get it together to get some N and the required enti emetics but it is beyond me. Both the technical Web security stuff and the money.

Options for me currently are trying again with night night, maybe using handcuffs to deal with last minute SI. Or hanging from my flat's balcony, also poss using handcuffs as well.

But today in desperation I'm thinking to throw myself in front of a speeding car and fuck the impact on others.

Any way I do involves impact on others. I just need something that will be quick and will succeed because i can't take this anymore.

I'm not usually a selfish person but honestly shit happens and I can't protect everyone I just need to do this one "selfish" act to save myself is all.

Like they say "self defence is no offence" - its OK to hurt others if your being hurt and need to protect yourself. I need to protect myself from being alive any longer.

SN not so expensive. Many acquire from a Canada company to UK.

 

[victoria91]

Obviously N would be amazing but most likely isn't going to happen.
Beachy head is the place for me. When I finally manage to do it . I think about it everyday

 

[wonderworld]

would love to get N (sn scares me) but I'm too depressed to organise that shit and also I cba to have the police knocking at my door atm so I guessing jumping (I live in city with lots of places to jump) and cutting which isn't a reliable way to die, I am thinking of hanging again but every time I try I can't seem to find the right spot to not make my head feel like its exploding.

Edit : Forgot to mention I'm from the UK

 

[Diminished]

Obviously N would be amazing but most likely isn't going to happen.
Beachy head is the place for me. When I finally manage to do it . I think about it everyday

Uk member here. I've thought of beachy head, but I can't help but think of myself regretting the decision whilst I'm falling mid air. Wish I had the guts. Who knows maybe one day I'll be ready

 

[wonderworld]

Uk member here. I've thought of beachy head, but I can't help but think of myself regretting the decision whilst I'm falling mid air. Wish I had the guts. Who knows maybe one day I'll be ready

oh i completely forgot about that place downside there are lot of people trained to spot people from jumping so idk how easy it really is

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course I would prefer a peaceful exit, but the society denies us that and tries to force us to live. We all deserve one, we should not have to resort to painful methods or those that can fail. It is likely I will eventually choose hanging. That is the most easily accessible method for me. I do not have the courage for jumping. There is no set date but I will likely ctb when things get worse.

 

[bea1974]

SN not so expensive. Many acquire from a Canada company to UK.

Where? How? And what about anti emitics? I don't think it is doable for me.
I'd like to be wrong but...

 

[deathgripsme]

UK N on route

That must be such a thrill I hope everything goes well! My dream way to go would be N going into my veins as I listen to Lou Reed's perfect day.

SN not so expensive. Many acquire from a Canada company to UK.

would you be able to message me chockles?

 

[Chockles]

That must be such a thrill I hope everything goes well! My dream way to go would be N going into my veins as I listen to Lou Reed's perfect day.

would you be able to message me chockles?

You've not got enough messages as your new. Post a few more think you need 10. Then I can pm you if I'm still here once N arrives I hope to ctb within a week. unfortunately fluid as all you can get with N these days would have been much more pleasant into the vein listening to Lou Reid.

 

[deathgripsme]

You've not got enough messages as your new. Post a few more think you need 10. Then I can pm you if I'm still here once N arrives I hope to ctb within a week. unfortunately fluid as all you can get with N these days would have been much more pleasant into the vein listening to Lou Reid.

thanks for the tip!

 

[ReallyTired]

UK N on route

I bet it's exciting time waiting for N to arrive.
SN scares me a bit, I'd prefer getting N, but I'm worried about the customs etc.
I live in UK.
Can I PM you Chockles?

 

[Chockles]

I bet it's exciting time waiting for N to arrive.
SN scares me a bit, I'd prefer getting N, but I'm worried about the customs etc.
I live in UK.
Can I PM you Chockles?

Yes no problem.
Mine is on route got my tracker

 

[existtosuffer]

SN, N or hanging.

Items haven't arrived, but have been going for night walks & my local wooded areas are dark & unoccupied. Just need to find a spot. Failing that I have SN.

 

[deathgripsme]

SN, N or hanging.

Items haven't arrived, but have been going for night walks & my local wooded areas are dark & unoccupied. Just need to find a spot. Failing that I have SN.

did u manage to get SN easily? and do u think there is a place where you can get N with no hassle to the UK?

 

[The Divine Comedy]

UK here - partial suspension hanging. I already have the rope tucked away for the right moment. I know how to tie a perfect noose and have access to appropiate ligature points. I would use a gun if I could but its virtually impossible to aquire one here unless you're in some sort of crime syndicate.

 

[deathgripsme]

UK here - partial suspension hanging. I already have the rope tucked away for the right moment. I know how to tie a perfect noose and have access to appropiate ligature points. I would use a gun if I could but its virtually impossible to aquire one here unless you're in some sort of crime syndicate.

haha yep very true, whenever people talk about shooting themselves in the head I always look on with envy, If I was American I would just drive out to the desert somewhere and get it over with.

 

[The Divine Comedy]

Uk member here. I've thought of beachy head, but I can't help but think of myself regretting the decision whilst I'm falling mid air. Wish I had the guts. Who knows maybe one day I'll be ready

Live nearby and walk by there often. I'll give you a wave if I see you sitting on the edge.

 

[Starryeyes]

SN

 

[PinkSakura]

SN

 

[LonelyBrazilian]

SN or head gunshot (if my country legalizes guns).

 

[deathgripsme]

SN

how have you found getting the stuff?

 

[ellieUK]

Hi Ellie me too! only got accepted this morning, would I be able to message you?

Yes sure

 

[Lostkitten1]

SN, bought it just after I joined here. I know there's some worry about it deteriorating but it's in an airtight container with a packet of scillica gel so it should be fine

 

[hashtagnull]

I was thinking heroin OD as it seems easiest to get ahold of. I've never tried it before, or very many drugs, but I do know how to get some.