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sleeplessboyinbed

sleeplessboyinbed

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Mar 26, 2026
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Im looking for a method that leaves no scars but feels like cutting with a knife. I hope there is one like that because i can't do this anymore. Nothing feels real anymore, i just want to hurt myself
 
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ilovenewyork

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Nov 16, 2025
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You can take a fingernail and press and scratch into your hand, but without cutting. Just rub it up and down slowly and it feels like a cut.
 
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Forveleth

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Mar 26, 2024
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If you want to spend a bit and can find one that ships to you, this could potentially help:

 
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