Princess_Kitty
Lost kitty
- Jan 4, 2024
- 177
So...my original plan was to CTB end of March. But, I don't think that'll be possible. I don't want to leave my partner with nothing. I need to hold on long enough to find a job and save up some money for them. In case they can't work after I'm gone.
With how things are going right now.... I don't know how much longer I can really hold on. Evey day is torture for me. I do nothing but think about death.
I have purchased SN and am waiting for it, I've got Antiemetics already and I do have a 2nd CTB method as a back up available. I really need to hold on longer... but it's feeling like I might not make it. If not March maybe end of this year... but that's so far off *sigh*.
I just needed to get this off my chest since I have nobody else to talk to about it.
With how things are going right now.... I don't know how much longer I can really hold on. Evey day is torture for me. I do nothing but think about death.
I have purchased SN and am waiting for it, I've got Antiemetics already and I do have a 2nd CTB method as a back up available. I really need to hold on longer... but it's feeling like I might not make it. If not March maybe end of this year... but that's so far off *sigh*.
I just needed to get this off my chest since I have nobody else to talk to about it.