Trying to get help.

[hottogo]

I have finally decided to get help for myself. I have a lot going on, and the urge to CTB is heavy, but I feel like I can give myself a chance, There's so much more to life, right? I have so much family and so many friends I can't disappoint, people I wanna meet and maybe someone to love. So i have to try and keep going.

It would be best for my mom if I wasn't around her, so I'm gonna start there.

 

[getoutgirl]

Glad to hear you are going to try and get help, It's hard to come to that decision and harder to act on it, but if that is what you want deep inside I'm sure you can take steps on that direction. Wdym with that last sentence though? Just curious. hugs <3

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Why not visit the Recovery Forum and see what advice they can offer?

 

[hottogo]

Glad to hear you are going to try and get help, It's hard to come to that decision and harder to act on it, but if that is what you want deep inside I'm sure you can take steps on that direction. Wdym with that last sentence though? Just curious. hugs <3

My mother is very mentally ill herself, and it has a big affect on me. She was also a huge part of my previous plans to CTB.

Why not visit the Recovery Forum and see what advice they can offer?

That's a good idea! Thank you!