Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
Arcanist
- Sep 10, 2023
- 424
Alas, another try in using a tourniquet.
It worked better than last time. Breathing was comfortable and dizziness ensued quickly. But it still needs to be a little tighter and then I'll pass out and eventually cease to breathe (ctb).
Problem: I can't ctb just yet. Not ready yet emotionally and this attempt was very impulsive indeed. I drank too much tea and ate too much sugar/sweets today. It keeps you awake and makes passing out harder.
Suicide will have to occure soon because tomorrow feels like a soft death sentence already. Horrible things are about to come upon me. Not to be dramatic but I have an appointment tomorrow I feel very uncomfortable about.
It worked better than last time. Breathing was comfortable and dizziness ensued quickly. But it still needs to be a little tighter and then I'll pass out and eventually cease to breathe (ctb).
Problem: I can't ctb just yet. Not ready yet emotionally and this attempt was very impulsive indeed. I drank too much tea and ate too much sugar/sweets today. It keeps you awake and makes passing out harder.
Suicide will have to occure soon because tomorrow feels like a soft death sentence already. Horrible things are about to come upon me. Not to be dramatic but I have an appointment tomorrow I feel very uncomfortable about.
