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prompt_critical

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Jan 11, 2026
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If you try talk about feeling like this to anyone you just end up feeling worse than before.

I tried to level with my wife. Nope. Doesn't care. Just gets angry and starts explaining how it will be bad for everyone else.

Talk to professionals, I can hear the pages of the book turning as they pick what the appropriate response is.

Friends always have at least five more pressing problems, they will never see it how you do. You will feel like they care for a bit like a moron, but it's not true.

I think you got to be brave and trust yourself. CTB is the hardest and most heroic thing you will ever do. There's always some reason not to, always some excuse.

Be yourself!
 
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I hate it

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Aug 14, 2025
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I am being myself. Screw what others think of me. So I'm autistic, have OCD and am an introvert. So what?
 
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Just gets angry and starts explaining how it will be bad for everyone else.
Ask her bad how? and for who? It might be evident that it is a type of manipulation using unreachable quantifiers and vague reasons. I have no wife. Probably never but my boss acts like I don't exist and calls me when they need me (while looking for a replacement).
 
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ridiculously accurate; this is exactly how i see it
 

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