Ghostofthepast
Student
- Dec 31, 2022
- 188
4 years 4 fucking years I been bei g harassed by my ex family my narcissist mother my scumbag sister and her meth head man I'm so sick of cps being called on me even tho mind you I have no children I live alone I keep to myself they are blocked on everything but yet they just keep coming back for more and more and more I have a fucking file a mile thick of unfounded reports the cops won't do shit the State keeps saying we can't disclose who made the report even tho they re suppose too by law now cops wont do shit unless I have concrete proof it's them I'm so sick of it evey 90 days for years for fucking years I just want to fucking live finally I finally have a girl that's into me a good job a home that's mine good friends I broke the cycle of abuse I grew up in and they just won5 fucking leave me alone I'm ready to just put a bullet in my skull it's the knly way they will ever leave me alone they will never stop until either they die or I die in a corner of my home rn holding back the urge to slice myself up in fucking tears I'm so sicl of it over 20 years of abuse from these people 20 FUCKING YEARS when will it be enough when will I get to be free and the irony of it all I went hungry as a kid without heat clothes food was beat abused raped and yet I was never fucking ripped out of the home no report ever was made no case ever open and it wasn't a secret it was open information to eveyone idk I'm so over just everything