Trouble Deciding Methods Based on Ease Of Sourcing :/

[deadbeatpoet]

This is the second account I've made here I'm back after a few years.

I've been reading the PPEH Jan 2025 edition and have been deciding between SN/KN/SA/HS.
SN would be my first choice but I've been having a lot of trouble finding a reliable source. I should have no problem getting anti-emetics as I have a history of vomiting from other health conditions :/ KN is okay too, but I have tried to order these and my orders have been cancelled and finding other ways has been difficult. I have normally tried other ways, like no drop suspension, prescription OD, etc but they never work so I have been looking for something a little more reliable. SA I am a little worried about the side effects, but it seems like it may be easier to get? Not sure about sourcing that either. I don't have jobs that would be good covers for acquiring SN/KN/SA (curse art degrees!) and it's harder finding options for places that sell to private buyers rather than companies. HS is my last resort as I do have a car but I'm really worried about the impact and damage of someone being harmed in recovering my body and would leave notes and everything.... But it still really bothers me to think that someone else could be physically harmed. Any recommendations on sourcing or other methods that I maybe haven't explored? Thanks in advance.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to cease existing painlessly that is guaranteed, I see so much cruelty in how peaceful methods are made inaccessible, I always wish for a reliable poison, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[peewee]

im having the same issue, im considering jumping or hanging