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BallBoy

BallBoy

Wanderer
Apr 8, 2024
15
The urge to make the Tokyo trip unforgettable is so strong right now. I don't want to fucking live anymore. I had come here over the summer by myself and was thinking about the same thing until i had met someone and decided I'll stay alive. But now that's changed. I want to jump in front of the chuo express train and end all this trauma and debt I'm dealing with
 
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seagullsonapiano

seagullsonapiano

but does it even matter?...
Dec 10, 2025
24
Can i give you a funny little advice?
Get on a train, going who the fuck knows where. Get off and just. Explore. Totally get lost. Dont use your phone for anything. Just run away. Enjoy the freedom. After a while sure, go back if you have a schedule ecc... but trust me, that feeling of freedom is unmatchable :) and that is actuallt something unforgettable. The greatest act of love you can do to yourself, letting go
 
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Sleeper System

Sleeper System

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May 5, 2022
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I always wanted to visit Japan. Something about the idea of that place in my mind brings me a sense of calm. A preferred location to end ones life. Suicide use to be something dignified (hara-kiri) and society understood.

Aokigahara forest is also located there. Many souls have traveled through those trees. It seems rather poetic.
 
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cakedog

cakedog

waiting for the respawn
Dec 13, 2025
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I always wanted to visit Japan. Something about the idea of that place in my mind brings me a sense of calm. A preferred location to end ones life. Suicide use to be something dignified (hara-kiri) and society understood.

Aokigahara forest is also located there. Many souls have traveled through those trees. It seems rather poetic.
Japan is such a nice place i really wish i visited too
The urge to make the Tokyo trip unforgettable is so strong right now. I don't want to fucking live anymore. I had come here over the summer by myself and was thinking about the same thing until i had met someone and decided I'll stay alive. But now that's changed. I want to jump in front of the chuo express train and end all this trauma and debt I'm dealing with
@seagullsonapiano has some good advice. tokyo is an incredible place with a lot of stuff to see. hope it can leave you with some beautiful memories before you leave
 
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Pony Slaystation

Member
Jul 28, 2018
97
What's the thing you want to do the most while you're in Japan? Do that thing immediately and go back to thinking about killing yourself only after you finish that thing. Make sure you check a couple of things like that off the list before you inconvenience all of those commuters.
 
WakingNightmare

WakingNightmare

Student
May 1, 2025
145
I've been to Tokyo and Kyoto, would recommend
 
SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Wizard
Nov 26, 2025
652
Japan is a must visit for me. It's on my bucket list. I'm planning to do a small trip to Tokyo alone and nowhere else in the near future. But long term, I'm interested in exploring a lot of places in Tokyo, including even Hokkaido.
 
U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
Aug 8, 2022
2,601
*Every reply talking about how fun it would be to visit Japan and see the sites saying OP should do it, while OP talks about jumping in front of a fucking train*

Do not—DO NOT—jump in front of a train. The poor train operators are constantly getting scarred from people jumping in front of them. It happens so fucking frequently that train delays caused by jumpers are so normalised that when announcements for reasons are given, "human damage accident" is the stated cause and train stations will give commuters proof of the delay so they don't get their asses beat for showing up late to work.

Being suicidal does not give one license to make a whole ass journey specifically to jump in front of a train and fuck other people's lives up.
 
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BallBoy

BallBoy

Wanderer
Apr 8, 2024
15
I always wanted to visit Japan. Something about the idea of that place in my mind brings me a sense of calm. A preferred location to end ones life. Suicide use to be something dignified (hara-kiri) and society understood.

Aokigahara forest is also located there. Many souls have traveled through those trees. It seems rather poetic.
Maybe I'll take a day trip out there
 
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