Help Tried to buy lethal drugs

[Iwantoutrightnow]

Hi,

I tried to buy lethal drugs off the internet but they've been stopped at customs. Over the past 2 weeks I have paid the logistics company over £20000 trying to get the drugs through customs. Every day they would message me demanding more money for papers to be stamped, each time promising it would be the final payment. Yesterday they said they need another £10000 for the final court hearing about it.

I have no money left. I haven't eaten for over a week because I have no money for food. I'm in as much debt as I can be in and all my bills will bounce when they try to go out on Monday.

The logistics company say that if I don't pay the £10000 by Monday the drugs will be given to the police and I will go to prison.

I can't cope, I need to die now but I don't know how to do it. I wanted an end to my suffering and I have just made things worse. This drug was supposed to be a peaceful ending that's why I wanted it. Now I'm destitute and facing prison. Please can someone suggest an effective, quick way to end my nightmare because I just can't take anymore.

Thanks

 

[cornflowerblue]

Hi,

I tried to buy lethal drugs off the internet but they've been stopped at customs. Over the past 2 weeks I have paid the logistics company over £20000 trying to get the drugs through customs. Every day they would message me demanding more money for papers to be stamped, each time promising it would be the final payment. Yesterday they said they need another £10000 for the final court hearing about it.

I have no money left. I haven't eaten for over a week because I have no money for food. I'm in as much debt as I can be in and all my bills will bounce when they try to go out on Monday.

The logistics company say that if I don't pay the £10000 by Monday the drugs will be given to the police and I will go to prison.

I can't cope, I need to die now but I don't know how to do it. I wanted an end to my suffering and I have just made things worse. This drug was supposed to be a peaceful ending that's why I wanted it. Now I'm destitute and facing prison. Please can someone suggest an effective, quick way to end my nightmare because I just can't take anymore.

Thanks

Are you sure you didn't buy from a scammer? It sounds like there might not be a logistics company. PPeH talks about this kind of setup being common with scam suppliers

 

[Thorn]

No actual business can or will do that, have they sent you copies of the customs report? If it's not allowed to pass, it will not pass, for no amount of money. It's just a scam. If it's a logistics company, alert the police that they are trying to smuggle illegal substances over the border. At least you would get a refund, if that's the case.

 

[Iwantoutrightnow]

Are you sure you didn't buy from a scammer? It sounds like there might not be a logistics company. PPeH talks about this kind of setup being common with scam suppliers

It probably is a scam but I am terrified now that the police will come for me on Monday. The suppliers have offered to pay £3000 of it, but I don't have the other £7000. And even if they don't I have no money left to pay rent and bills and buy food etc. I can't believe what an idiot I've been.
I convinced myself that this would all work out, that I would get the stuff and my torture would be over. But I've just made a bad situation worse. I'm so scared, I don't know what to do
I'm new to this site, what is PPeH?

 

[Iwantoutrightnow]

No they haven't sent me any copies of the customs report. If I report them to the police won't I get myself in trouble? How will I get a refund?

 

[cornflowerblue]

No they haven't sent me any copies of the customs report. If I report them to the police won't I get myself in trouble? How will I get a refund?

Read the PPeH chapter about scammers.

 

[LaBrava]

It does sound like these are scammers. If so maybe the best you can do is cut your losses.

 

[Thorn]

First, if you wired the money, you need to find out who that account belongs to. Depending on your location, in this case you can tell that you tried to kill yourself, and let them go after whoever that was. It also depends on, what the supposed drugs were. But if it's a scam, there are no drugs, so they can't do much.

Also, what type of payment that was? Some can be reversed.

 

[cornflowerblue]

No they haven't sent me any copies of the customs report. If I report them to the police won't I get myself in trouble? How will I get a refund?

Sounds similar to this:

Post on reddit for advice but don't give too many details. Just say you ordered something online.

No they haven't sent me any copies of the customs report. If I report them to the police won't I get myself in trouble? How will I get a refund?

Another:

 

[Iwantoutrightnow]

First, if you wired the money, you need to find out who that account belongs to. Depending on your location, in this case you can tell that you tried to kill yourself, and let them go after whoever that was. It also depends on, what the supposed drugs were. But if it's a scam, there are no drugs, so they can't do much.

Also, what type of payment that was? Some can be reversed.

It was N. I sent some of the money via western union but most of it by bank transfer. To get it back I think the beneficiary would have to send it back.

I can't find anything about PPeh and scams, do you have a link?

 

[cornflowerblue]

No they haven't sent me any copies of the customs report. If I report them to the police won't I get myself in trouble? How will I get a refund?

One about N!!!

It was N. I sent some of the money via western union but most of it by bank transfer. To get it back I think the beneficiary would have to send it back.

I can't find anything about PPeh and scams, do you have a link?

There's a link to PPeH in the resources sticky post on this forum and as a standalone post. They have a whole chapter on scams.

 

[Thorn]

With bank transfer, you know the recipient. Actually, bank transfers can be reversed, if they bother. They usually won't, so a court must force them. Most countries don't care about N that much either, so act as soon as you can.

 

[Throwaway9787]

It's a scam

 

[Iwantoutrightnow]

Where do I find the resources sticky post? Sorry I am struggling to navigate this forum

Do you really think I should contact the police? I don't want to get myself in trouble.

The messages from the logistics company are very similar to the one you linked. Do you think the police won't be coming for me on Monday?

It still doesn't change the fact that I have no money to live on now. I still want to cbt but if the police are coming for me I need to do it asap

 

[Throwaway9787]

Where do I find the resources sticky post? Sorry I am struggling to navigate this forum

Do you really think I should contact the police? I don't want to get myself in trouble.

The messages from the logistics company are very similar to the one you linked. Do you think the police won't be coming for me on Monday?

It still doesn't change the fact that I have no money to live on now. I still want to cbt but if the police are coming for me I need to do it asap

The police aren't coming and the resources thread should be stickied on this sub "forum"

 

[cornflowerblue]

Where do I find the resources sticky post? Sorry I am struggling to navigate this forum

Do you really think I should contact the police? I don't want to get myself in trouble.

The messages from the logistics company are very similar to the one you linked. Do you think the police won't be coming for me on Monday?

It still doesn't change the fact that I have no money to live on now. I still want to cbt but if the police are coming for me I need to do it asap

Ask on the Reddit scams page before calling the police. I don't know laws in your country and I'm not a lawyer. I'm not 100% sure the police won't come tomorrow, but I am 99% sure.

 

[Throwaway9787]

Ask on the Reddit scams page before calling the police. I don't know laws in your country and I'm not a lawyer. I'm not 100% sure the police won't come tomorrow, but I am 99% sure.

Why would he/she call the police if she is utilizing a company to import illegal drugs

 

[cornflowerblue]

Where do I find the resources sticky post? Sorry I am struggling to navigate this forum

Do you really think I should contact the police? I don't want to get myself in trouble.

The messages from the logistics company are very similar to the one you linked. Do you think the police won't be coming for me on Monday?

It still doesn't change the fact that I have no money to live on now. I still want to cbt but if the police are coming for me I need to do it asap

Here is the PPeH. Read their chapter about scammers, it might help: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-peaceful-pill-ehandbook-march-24-2019-revision.14416/

Why would he/she call the police if she is utilizing a company to import illegal drugs

If there's a way to do so without explaining the nature of the transaction. That will depend on the country so I don't really know what options are available to recover funds

 

[Throwaway9787]

Here is the PPeH. Read their chapter about scammers, it might help: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-peaceful-pill-ehandbook-march-24-2019-revision.14416/

If there's a way to do so without explaining the nature of the transaction. That will depend on the country so I don't really know what options are available to recover funds

I think they are gone.

 

[Shamana]

How on earth have the expenses trying to obtain a drug cost 20000 pounds? I'm not trying to have a go at you, I just don't understand how someone could convince you that the cost of Nembutal or another lethal drug could cost that much? Isn't the scammers price the same as a A? Like 650 dollars for 3 bottles?

Not really sure how to involve to police. Would defnitely double check some legal counselling to see how it works out.

 

[cornflowerblue]

How on earth have the expenses trying to obtain a drug cost 20000 pounds? I'm not trying to have a go at you, I just don't understand how someone could convince you that the cost of Nembutal or another lethal drug could cost that much? Isn't the scammers price the same as a A? Like 650 dollars for 3 bottles?

Not really sure how to involve to police. Would defnitely double check some legal counselling to see how it works out.

I think it was scammers saying "customs needs $10k for forms, or they'll tell the police you ordered this!" Then asking for more money repeatedly

I think they are gone.

What country are you in? Have you gone through all options to deal with your debt and get more money to survive? I can help find programs to help. They won't get the N scam money back but they can help you financially in general

 

[Thorn]

Why would he/she call the police if she is utilizing a company to import illegal drugs

There are no drugs, only an attempt, and with a substance no one but suicidal care about. The confrontation would not be friendly most likely, but losing such amount of already loaned(?) money is a nightmare.

 

[Throwaway9787]

There are no drugs, only an attempt, and with a substance no one but suicidal care about. The confrontation would not be friendly most likely, but losing such amount of already loaned(?) money is a nightmare.

Where was the money sent is the question, if it's an international bank transfer it's gone

 

[cornflowerblue]

Where was the money sent is the question, if it's an international bank transfer it's gone

Seriously, ask Reddit on that scams page. They know a lot about this stuff and can help you find out about options to minimize the damage without getting yourself in trouble.

Where was the money sent is the question, if it's an international bank transfer it's gone

Tell them what country you're in, that you bought medicine online (don't say that it was N or give the real site, just say if it was a website, email, kik, etc), what method you paid (not too detailed, just say "bank transfer" or "western union"), the bit you posted here about the logistics/cops threat, and that you want to know where to go from here

 

[Iwantoutrightnow]

The cost of the N was $850 but then I started getting these messages saying it had been stopped by customs and money was needed to get papers signed so that they could get it through or I would go to prison. I was terrified so I just kept paying. Now I've run out of money.

I'm in England..

How should I word it on reddit?

Yes it was an international bank - Ukraine

 

[cornflowerblue]

The cost of the N was $850 but then I started getting these messages saying it had been stopped by customs and money was needed to get papers signed so that they could get it through or I would go to prison. I was terrified so I just kept paying. Now I've run out of money.

I'm in England..

How should I word it on reddit?

Yes it was an international bank - Ukraine

I added to my previous comment to explain wording. I can turn it into a paragraph if you'd like.

 

[Thorn]

Yes it was an international bank - Ukraine

Has the payment gone through, or still pending?

 

[cornflowerblue]

Has the payment gone through, or still pending?

Bank transfers are usually instant.

 

[Throwaway9787]

The cost of the N was $850 but then I started getting these messages saying it had been stopped by customs and money was needed to get papers signed so that they could get it through or I would go to prison. I was terrified so I just kept paying. Now I've run out of money.

I'm in England..

How should I word it on reddit?

Yes it was an international bank - Ukraine

Yep Ukraine. It's gone. Forget about it. Do not contact police

 

[Iwantoutrightnow]

So what do I do now?