Story Tried the exit bag method and got braindamage

[Lion84]

Hi guys,

I am new to this forum but i want to share or ventilate my story.
A few years ago my mother did the exit bag method with helium and she died.
I had found her and she left me with a lot of shit. After her dead my girlfriend left me because I was in grief. I was very devestated. I tried to get back on track and i met a new girlfriend. After a few dates i thought that she was betraying me. I became depressed and paranoia about it.
I couldn't sleep anymore because of the stress it was given me. She was lying but i stayed with her because i thought I was paranoia and insane. I couldn't work anymore because i was chronical tired off all the shit. I went to see a psych and she told me I was very depressed. The relation ended and i became very lonely. After some weeks sitting sick home alone I saw that i had a STD. I became very mental sick about it and couldn't sleep anymore. I was going crazy about it and felt a lot off shame. I was very depressed and also became psychosis. I had taken over my mind and i couldn't take it anymore.
I was so crazy that i also tried the exit bag method like my mom. I layed on my bed for 10 minutes and heard the gas flowing into the bag. After 10 minutes the gas cilender was empty. I was angry because it didn't worked. I went to my best friend and I felt little dizzy and strange in my head. My friend was concerned and let me sleep on the couch. The next day i felt still strange in my head and I couldn't remember things as i used to. Then I became very concerned about my mental health. Well long story short. The exit bag method has given me little braindamage. I cant work anymore and I have lost my job. I lost a lot of my money and i also lost my new girlfriend.
I cant go in relationship because i cant get an erection anymore. If i have sex with viagra then the orgasm is numb. I feel nothing anymore. I have been in multiple mental clinics last three years and now i am totally done with this shit life. I want to do suicide only i dont know how. I tried the exit bag multiple times but i doesnt work for me. I tried it with helium and NO. It doesnt work. I also tried pills and alcohol but i went insane and wrecked my nice car.
I also tried the BBQ method but it left me with all black room. Now i am out of ideas. Getting nembutal is impossible so I dont know what to do. I have a rope and it is hanging here and i only have to slip into it but i am afraid of the pain.
Does anyone know a other plan?
I dont want to jump, train or drown myself. I want a gentle death please help me.

And also, please watch out with doing the exit bag method. I didnt know about it and didnt know about the consequences. Now i have little brain damage and i cant live with it.
Sorry for the bad English.

 

[Nitromask]

If the cylinder was empty after 10 mins, then something was wrong with your set-up from the beginning

 

[Lion84]

If the cylinder was empty after 10 mins, then something was wrong with your set-up from the beginning

Well it was a medium sized cylinder, the same one my mother used. It was maybe 10/15 minutes I dont know anymore. But the set-up was also wrong. Well i did it like my mother did. Same bag and stuff. Well it wasn't done properly. I just did something with no preperation. Just an impulsive act. An impulsive act with great consequences. Thanks for the SN tip. I look into that.

 

[autumnal]

Well it was a medium sized cylinder, the same one my mother used. It was maybe 10/15 minutes I dont know anymore. But the set-up was also wrong. Well i did it like my mother did. Same bag and stuff. Well it wasn't done properly. I just did something with no preperation. Just an impulsive act. An impulsive act with great consequences. Thanks for the SN tip. I look into that.

You mean the exact same cylinder your mother used? If so, it was probably already nearly emptied during her own suicide.

 

[Melkus2020]

Sounds horrid man. I was just thinking of the helium method but I canned the idea after I found out that the party ballon tanks was filled with some oxygen because of helium shortage. I'm sorry that you had to go through that.

 

[Indieblue]

Did you check the gas purity? I am sorry you have to go through like this.

Edit: oh, it was the same one your mother used. Then the purity probably wasn't the one that caused brain damage..

 

[Lion84]

You mean the exact same cylinder your mother used? If so, it was probably already nearly emptied during her own suicide.

No, then i sayed it maybe wrong.
My mother buyed 3 helium tanks.
1 she used as try and was standing empty beside her dead body and the 2nd was also empty standing beside her with the hose connected to it. The 3rd one was complety full and untouched. I used this one for me. Baddest decision of my life. It ruined my life.
I don't really want to die but I have to.
Living with this braindamage is the worst you can imaging.

 

[snake_eater]

Damn I'm so sorry to hear that :(

This is one of my biggest fears, trying to CTB but failing and ending up in a worse off position than before.

 

[Lion84]

Sounds horrid man. I was just thinking of the helium method but I canned the idea after I found out that the party ballon tanks was filled with some oxygen because of helium shortage. I'm sorry that you had to go through that.

I really don't recommend the helium exit bag method. The risk of getting braindamage like me is too damn high. I was in a very bad shape when I did it. But it was an impulsive act. I thought fuck it what do I have to loose?
Well now I know. I have lost everything. My nice job, many friends, my savings, my motor, my dogs my mother left me, my new girlfriend. I am now so suicidal as it can be. I have a rope hanging in the hallway just screaming my name everyday. And it worse thing about it is that I honestly don't want to die. I know what's like to loose a beloved one so I don't want to that for my father en brother. But I really don't have a choice anymore. I can't sleep anymore because of all the troubles in my life. I am 24/7 awake and badly depressed and crazy.

Damn I'm so sorry to hear that :(

This is one of my biggest fears, trying to CTB but failing and ending up in a worse off position than before.

Yup that's me. Tried to CTB without really thinking about the consequences. I thought off nothing and just wanted to die like my mother. And now my position is in the baddest way you might imagine.
I have been to 3/4 mental clinics for months and have been to hospital several times to make MRI scans to find my "braindamage" the worst thing is they can't find any. They say nothing is wrong we can see anything but I know something is wrong because I can hear it if I am laying in bed and also my penis don't work anymore. It's numb and dead. I don't get any erections and I have one than I don't get any orgasm. Just spraying without any feeling. I am 35 and littarly already dead. Just excisting no living or whatsever.

 

[fightingsioux]

I really don't recommend the helium exit bag method. The risk of getting braindamage like me is too damn high. I was in a very bad shape when I did it. But it was an impulsive act. I thought fuck it what do I have to loose?
Well now I know. I have lost everything. My nice job, many friends, my savings, my motor, my dogs my mother left me, my new girlfriend. I am now so suicidal as it can be. I have a rope hanging in the hallway just screaming my name everyday. And it worse thing about it is that I honestly don't want to die. I know what's like to loose a beloved one so I don't want to that for my father en brother. But I really don't have a choice anymore. I can't sleep anymore because of all the troubles in my life. I am 24/7 awake and badly depressed and crazy.

Yup that's me. Tried to CTB without really thinking about the consequences. I thought off nothing and just wanted to die like my mother. And now my position is in the baddest way you might imagine.
I have been to 3/4 mental clinics for months and have been to hospital several times to make MRI scans to find my "braindamage" the worst thing is they can't find any. They say nothing is wrong we can see anything but I know something is wrong because I can hear it if I am laying in bed and also my penis don't work anymore. It's numb and dead. I don't get any erections and I have one than I don't get any orgasm. Just spraying without any feeling. I am 35 and littarly already dead. Just excisting no living or whatsever.

Like many posts on this forum, the veracity (truth, accuracy, authenticity, credibility, GENUINENESS) of this post is highly suspect. Unfortunately, a lot folks use the forum to practice creative writing or simply to get attention.

That's fine in most cases, if you need attention for whatever reason you should get it. The problem is when false information is spread, thereby confusing and misinforming and harming other users who are serious and are looking for truthful, accurate information.

If the person spends the required amount of time reading/researching/asking questions/fully understanding the method; if the proper materials are acquired; if they are connected and used correctly; and if the final exit bag protocols are followed meticulously, then the Exit Bag & Inert Gas method is 100% safe, painless and reliable.

Please read my post from January:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/inert-gas-cylinder-regulator-general-refresher-summary.30657/

Anyone, please feel free to PM about this method or Pegasos.

 

[Deleted member 14386]

I know next to nothing about this except, heroin opiate and benzo OD's (if not fatal) will very likely cause some baaad physical effects after, it took 18 months for my fingertips to recover from nerve damage and I play guitar, it was hell. So anyone looking, be aware of what happens if you fail, regardless of the success rate.Then judge it yourself.

 

[Deleted-User-0]

Within the last few months I have been doing an extensive research about inert gases and exit bag both theoretically and practically.
This story unfortunately has far too many holes for someone like me with an engineering background to be believable.
I personally would never use this as any means of education etc.

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

Hi. Im so sorry to hear your methosd failed.Could you please give details about your bag? Did you construct it using the popular "doing it with Betty" instructions? Did you have a tube that ran from the bag to the valve that was properly sealed at the end? BIG QUESTION: What kind of bag did you use? Were you breathing the entire 10 minutes with the bag over your head? Research indicates that unconsciousness occurs in 1-3 minutes of inhaling inert gas in a closed environment. Can you please share more info for those who are considering this method? Thank u

 

[Xena87]

Hi guys,

I am new to this forum but i want to share or ventilate my story.
A few years ago my mother did the exit bag method with helium and she died.
I had found her and she left me with a lot of shit. After her dead my girlfriend left me because I was in grief. I was very devestated. I tried to get back on track and i met a new girlfriend. After a few dates i thought that she was betraying me. I became depressed and paranoia about it.
I couldn't sleep anymore because of the stress it was given me. She was lying but i stayed with her because i thought I was paranoia and insane. I couldn't work anymore because i was chronical tired off all the shit. I went to see a psych and she told me I was very depressed. The relation ended and i became very lonely. After some weeks sitting sick home alone I saw that i had a STD. I became very mental sick about it and couldn't sleep anymore. I was going crazy about it and felt a lot off shame. I was very depressed and also became psychosis. I had taken over my mind and i couldn't take it anymore.
I was so crazy that i also tried the exit bag method like my mom. I layed on my bed for 10 minutes and heard the gas flowing into the bag. After 10 minutes the gas cilender was empty. I was angry because it didn't worked. I went to my best friend and I felt little dizzy and strange in my head. My friend was concerned and let me sleep on the couch. The next day i felt still strange in my head and I couldn't remember things as i used to. Then I became very concerned about my mental health. Well long story short. The exit bag method has given me little braindamage. I cant work anymore and I have lost my job. I lost a lot of my money and i also lost my new girlfriend.
I cant go in relationship because i cant get an erection anymore. If i have sex with viagra then the orgasm is numb. I feel nothing anymore. I have been in multiple mental clinics last three years and now i am totally done with this shit life. I want to do suicide only i dont know how. I tried the exit bag multiple times but i doesnt work for me. I tried it with helium and NO. It doesnt work. I also tried pills and alcohol but i went insane and wrecked my nice car.
I also tried the BBQ method but it left me with all black room. Now i am out of ideas. Getting nembutal is impossible so I dont know what to do. I have a rope and it is hanging here and i only have to slip into it but i am afraid of the pain.
Does anyone know a other plan?
I dont want to jump, train or drown myself. I want a gentle death please help me.

And also, please watch out with doing the exit bag method. I didnt know about it and didnt know about the consequences. Now i have little brain damage and i cant live with it.
Sorry for the bad English.

Where u from? If in UK we can jump from Beachy head, which is my profile pic, its the 3rd most popular suicide spot in the world, a 500ft drop, a guaranteed death.

 

[fightingsioux]

Hi. Im so sorry to hear your methosd failed.Could you please give details about your bag? Did you construct it using the popular "doing it with Betty" instructions? Did you have a tube that ran from the bag to the valve that was properly sealed at the end? BIG QUESTION: What kind of bag did you use? Were you breathing the entire 10 minutes with the bag over your head? Research indicates that unconsciousness occurs in 1-3 minutes of inhaling inert gas in a closed environment. Can you please share more info for those who are considering this method? Thank u

Not quite. Unconsciousness occurs within 1 to 5 breaths, 10 to 30 seconds. Death in a few minutes.

This person is obviously confused, and obviously did one or many things incorrectly.

 

[Starinsky]

Damn I'm so sorry to hear that :(

This is one of my biggest fears, trying to CTB but failing and ending up in a worse off position than before.

Alnost happened to me with charcoal...you want to sleep with dizzy head.
Bad idea.
I ended up in icu after as i read here... not enogh fentanyl od.
i guess.

 

[Rabbit50]

If the cylinder was empty after 10 mins, then something was wrong with your set-up from the beginning

Also, I understand that you need to be upright if you are using a gas: The helium is lighter than the carbon dioxide you need to displace, so as the helium enters the bag, it rises to the top, pushing the carbon dioxide out of the bottom. If you lie down so that the bag is horizontal, some of the helium will escape out of the open end of the bag, and carbon dioxide will remain in the bag. I'm really sorry that it's turned out the way that it has for you, but thank you for sharing your story. There's no need to apologise for your English!