Been through almost 20 different meds at this point, numerous intensive and non intensive therapies, stints of sobriety, and my mental health declines more and more with each month that passes. Tonight I'm going to attempt to hang myself. What mm rope should I use? I'm going to home depot to get the rope later and I'm going to hang myself in my backyard shed. There are numerous anchor points on the rafters. I know they can hold my bodyweight because I used to do pull ups on them lol. I plan on taking a lot of trazadone to put me in a haze. Any tips?
I should probably save up some money at least for a funeral. The cost of a funeral would financially ruin my parents right now and they'd probably lose their house. I need to move out and get my own apartment again before I do this
I should probably save up some money at least for a funeral. The cost of a funeral would financially ruin my parents right now and they'd probably lose their house. I need to move out and get my own apartment again before I do this
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