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bessops1976

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Feb 1, 2023
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I'm thinking of throwing myself in front of a train. How likely is this to succeed rather than just disable myself. I've been to the train station a couple of times but met only with trains pulling into the station rather than high speed trains passing through
 
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U. A.

U. A.

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Aug 8, 2022
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There are too many variables to jumping in front of a train, plus you'll be traumatizing the fuck out of the person driving it.
 
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cherrypitlover03

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Nov 30, 2024
36
Careful, my neighbor tried that and survived. I guess the train was going slowly at the time.
 
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Zardoz

Zardoz

Peace
May 21, 2025
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I'm thinking of throwing myself in front of a train. How likely is this to succeed rather than just disable myself. I've been to the train station a couple of times but met only with trains pulling into the station rather than high speed trains passing through
You will likely ruin the train drivers life, and that of their families. They will see you. They will be unable to stop in time. They will feel you go under the train. They will almost certainly suffer long term mental illness, possibly becoming suicidal themselves, as a result of your actions.
Please don't ruin innocent people's lives. None of us has the right to do that.
 
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whalestoeletters

whalestoeletters

goodbye all you secret files
Aug 18, 2025
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you might have a slightly better chance at dying if your local train tracks are electrified, but it is still far too inconsistent and cruel a method to be realistic.
 
thebox_123

thebox_123

Member
Sep 14, 2025
41
I mean, I get it. With how hard it is to end your own life, it's tempting to resort to extreme measures to get it done. I've thought about it, too. I've thought about other extreme measures as well. It's hard.
 
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DoublingDown

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Sep 6, 2025
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I've heard of just as many people surviving as people dying, so it's definitely not recommended.
 
MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
475
Everything that I was going to offer was stated by others already:
  • Your odds of success are very limited.
  • Survival will likely result in permanent injury, i.e. paralysis, brain damage, etc.
  • You will permanently traumatize the person driving the train and anyone who witnesses your death.
Why do you feel that you you need such a grisly, terrible death?
 
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May 2, 2023
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Survival instinct will be immense. I had drunk 600ml of vodka and was deeply suicidal and still couldn't stay on the track once the train was within a hundred feet.
 
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deadinside232

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Sep 22, 2025
24
Took some pills and tried this too, but i was still to scared. At home I read 33% of attempts are failed/not deadly. Its to risky if the train is not fast enough and even then its not a good idea if you think of the driver and his family. I want to leave in a different way.
 

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