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Sep 21, 2025
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The concept of torture has always bothered me. How could someone be capable of that? And being the victim and having to endure something so awful. A horrible aspect of human nature.
And I'm here because life feels like torture. I think many of us feel that. Just by life. This is awful.
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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The concept of torture has always bothered me. How could someone be capable of that? And being the victim and having to endure something so awful. A horrible aspect of human nature.
And I'm here because life feels like torture. I think many of us feel that. Just by life. This is awful.
They torture because they know pain can be extremely worse than people can remember or imagine.
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand as I always find it so torturous to exist and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is to never exist ever again, existence to me really is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and as long as I exist I'll just wish to be free from it all, the amount of suffering this existence causes truly is endless, I'll always see existence as a mistake no matter what.
 
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