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battlaxx

battlaxx

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Mar 25, 2023
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I feel like I'm too weak to live in this world. Years of trauma have permanently altered my brain to the point where I start to panic over the smallest triggers. Any time there's a glimmer of hope it immediately gets shut down with fifty other reasons to kill myself. There really is no other solution for me. it is quite literally impossible for me to ever be happy - I've tried and failed. I just wish I could require my brain to be normal.
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
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I don't think we are too weak. The world can just be way too tough :/
I am really sorry to hear that you are feelings this way
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,682
To me life certainly is what is the problem as after all it's the ultimate cause of all suffering, the existence of life really is so horrifying to me and there is far too much torture in this world, I think that wanting to die as a perfectly logical response to this reality rather than being something irrational. And it's true that hope is just a delusion to lead to more pain once one is forced to confront the harsh reality of this existence, there really is no relief from suffering in this hellish world.
 
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