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Aphid

Aphid

Rotting Failure.
Apr 30, 2026
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Whenever I attempt partial hanging it's always way too noisy. I'm in a house with other people and I don't want to disturb anyone, but every time I try it's just so noisy. The involuntary flailing and the gasping is just, I'm worried about the attempt being stopped. Is there a way to prevent it from being too loud? Any recommendations?
 
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ilovenewyork

Experienced
Nov 16, 2025
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You could stop hanging yourself and go eat an ice cream cone?
 
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Aphid

Aphid

Rotting Failure.
Apr 30, 2026
40
Hardy har

I am serious though, home is the best place for me and it just, gets too loud.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Hardy har

I am serious though, home is the best place for me and it just, gets too loud.
Ignore the pro-lifer.

Are you flailing and gasping while conscious? Like, before you pass out?
 
Aphid

Aphid

Rotting Failure.
Apr 30, 2026
40
Ignore the pro-lifer.

Are you flailing and gasping while conscious? Like, before you pass out?
Slightly yeah, it's kinda troublesome, mostly the gasping though I just can't help it, the pain is a lot and my body just does it on its own
shit what am I gonna tell her, what am I going to write,
 
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