Venting too many options

[sadgirlallonherownn]

This is a really stupid vent but I currently have a bit of a unique problem I have too many ways to ctb, I got a busy railway and a busy roadway nearby, I have access to SN and multiple jumping spots, I have cornhole pillows and a ratchet for night night, I got shoelaces and managed to find my sweet spot for ligature and its honestly overwhelming, I have so many options that I do not know what I should do, I know that railway and roadway will be absolute last resorts bc I dont exactly want to traumatize the drivers or passengers or both but out of the other ones I just cant decide, its probably between SN and jumping but night night also seems nice, same for ligature so Im really uncertain, Im paralyzed in my decision making, it feels like the executive dysfunction I get from my adhd and idk what to do, I just know I wanna do it and wanted to do it for a long time, this feels so strange

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

This is a really stupid vent but I currently have a bit of a unique problem I have too many ways to ctb, I got a busy railway and a busy roadway nearby, I have access to SN and multiple jumping spots, I have cornhole pillows and a ratchet for night night, I got shoelaces and managed to find my sweet spot for ligature and its honestly overwhelming, I have so many options that I do not know what I should do, I know that railway and roadway will be absolute last resorts bc I dont exactly want to traumatize the drivers or passengers or both but out of the other ones I just cant decide, its probably between SN and jumping but night night also seems nice, same for ligature so Im really uncertain, Im paralyzed in my decision making, it feels like the executive dysfunction I get from my adhd and idk what to do, I just know I wanna do it and wanted to do it for a long time, this feels so strange

similar for me

I need to decide and do it

 

[sadgirlallonherownn]

similar for me

I need to decide and do it

Yea its a genuine struggle

 

[Chems_Solution]

Nah, absolutely not. Don't jump ever, it's literally one of the worsh way to ctb the death rate is so slim and if there is, your position and height matter the most, you have better chance to be mangled, in extreme pain, disabled or slow painful death rather than quick painless you imagined. But however, don't do this you know? I can't force you but just rethink this over and over, yes we doesn't know each other, yes, we are strangers. But in some part in this earth, there are people that loves you the way you are. Why don't you live long enough to find out yourself?

 

[loakms8]

Nah, absolutely not. Don't jump ever, it's literally one of the worsh way to ctb the death rate is so slim and if there is, your position and height matter the most, you have better chance to be mangled, in extreme pain, disabled or slow painful death rather than quick painless you imagined. But however, don't do this you know? I can't force you but just rethink this over and over, yes we doesn't know each other, yes, we are strangers. But in some part in this earth, there are people that loves you the way you are. Why don't you live long enough to find out yourself?

Most lethal methods of suicide - Lost All Hope

For information on the most lethal methods of suicide, a good starting point is the statistics on the number of successful suicides by method (see Suicide statistics). There is also a much published study from 19951, where 291 lay persons and 10 forensic pathologists rated the lethality, time...

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jumping is quite successful statistical wise no?

also, money is everything in this world

how u even find that someone with flight tickets or anything if u dont have money?

poor parents should stop making babies and buy condoms instead

this world is fucked up