nullifymylife
New Member
- Feb 22, 2024
- 3
This is my first post, hello
I could barely get the energy to type this, everything just takes so much effort, I want it all to end. I'm so tired, I don't eat, I don't sleep, I rot in bed and cut myself and that uses up all of my energy. I don't enjoy anything anymore, I'm just tired, I want this all to be over, but I can't be fucking bothered to end it. So I'm stuck in this weird limbo, alive yet not living, unthinking yet not dead, I feel nothing but despair and restlessness, that's all, I don't even know why I'm posting this.
I could barely get the energy to type this, everything just takes so much effort, I want it all to end. I'm so tired, I don't eat, I don't sleep, I rot in bed and cut myself and that uses up all of my energy. I don't enjoy anything anymore, I'm just tired, I want this all to be over, but I can't be fucking bothered to end it. So I'm stuck in this weird limbo, alive yet not living, unthinking yet not dead, I feel nothing but despair and restlessness, that's all, I don't even know why I'm posting this.