Tonight is the night.

[Jeux D'eau]

Right now I am laying inside my hammock, surrounded by trees and snow. Today was my first time seeing it fall from the sky. It's not fluffy as the movies make it out to be, though it is indeed cold as fuck.

I'm still saddened by the fact that all of my life led to this moment... All the effort and emotions my parents, friends, teachers and caretakers poured into making sure I'll have a chance at a good life is wasted on a soon to be freezing corpse. I broke contact with most of them months ago, and slowly grew distant from everyone for much longer, but I know some will still be hurt by my death.

I'll head out in about half an hour to find a good branch to hang myself from. I'll practice the knots for a bit and answer to your replies if I'll get any.

 

[Bruce]

Right now I am laying inside my hammock, surrounded by trees and snow.

Aaah! another hammocky friend! surrounded by beauty ..

I'm still saddened by the fact that all of my life led to this moment... All the effort and emotions my parents, friends, teachers and caretakers poured into making sure I'll have a chance at a good life is wasted on a soon to be freezing corpse. I broke contact with most of them months ago, and slowly grew distant from everyone for much longer, but I know some will still be hurt by my death.

We can only do the best we can do and if that's not enough then we can at least say that we tried. It's fine, it's ok.

I'll head out in about half an hour to find a good branch to hang myself from. I'll practice the knots for a bit and answer to your replies if I'll get any.

A good way to die.

I wish that your branch and rope hold and that you lose consciousness fast, I wish you all the best!

 

[Oneness]

Snow can be kinda flyffy but the weather conditions must be just right.

May you find comfort and peace as you take your final steps

 

[cheese.out]

My heart goes out to you! I wish you a peacful journey

 

[Aim]

Have a peaceful journey <3 <3

 

[Jeux D'eau]

Snow can be kinda flyffy but the weather conditions must be just right.

May you find comfort and peace as you take your final steps

Really? The snow here is a bit crunchy, though it shines beautifully in the moonlight. Damn I missed out on fluffy snow...

 

[antilife]

Are there any last thoughts you have right now that you would like to share?

 

[OreosAndDeath]

Best wishes, snow where I'm from is rare and always crunchy. I'm glad you got to experience it before your journey.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best. I hope you find peace! Good luck!

 

[Jeux D'eau]

Are there any last thoughts you have right now that you would like to share?

All I can think is how lame necking myself is. This is the only thing that makes sense now though.

A good way to die.

Sort of. It seems painful but reliable from what I saw. I want to feel myself leaving this world.

 

[TotalDesolution]

lots of love to you, I wish you the best and may it all go the way you planned it without much suffering. Good travels :)

 

[Oneness]

Really? The snow here is a bit crunchy, though it shines beautifully in the moonlight. Damn I missed out on fluffy snow...

Yeah, I live in northern Europe so dealing with snow is a daily routine for me in the winter. Don't worry about missing out :) Enjoy the beauty of moonlight and snow

 

[Jeux D'eau]

Yeah, I live in northern Europe so dealing with snow is a daily routine for me in the winter. Don't worry about missing out :) Enjoy the beauty of moonlight and snow

I not gonna miss anything soon haha. At least I got to experience it in my final moments.
Thank you everyone for replying and wishing me luck. I have a bus to catch now :). Good night.

 

[Amyend88]

I wish you well with your plans and know that we're all thinking of you. X

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[hi-okbye]

good luck and i hope you finally found your peace

 

[greebo6]

Hope it works and goes well for you.

 

[leavingsoon99]

If you're serious, then I wish you as peaceful an escape as possible.

 

[Gonnerr]

Good luck, i hope you escaped peacefully.

 

[CloudyNightSky]

Hope you had a good journey and found your piece

 

[Some place nice]

Hope you have found your peace.

 

[Kurai]

wishing you the best, safe travels

 

[Novacaine]

RIP

 

[APeacefulEnd]

Safe travels friend

 

[Amyend88]

I think OP managed to find peace. X