tomorrow I am using SN to ctb. my situation has become too much for me. I am homeless and living out of my car. I don't have a dime to my name and haven't eaten in a couple of days. I just want this life to be over. I am feeling guilty because I am almost 4 months pregnant but I cannot live this life anymore. I have no family or partner or friends and I am just ready for it to be over. I am just praying that my baby feels no pain when it's the end
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Againstthewind
Victory
- Jul 10, 2022
- 217
Not sure what country you are in, but are you able to go to any local shelter to help you out?
I am in the US, I don't know where to go. I don't have insurance
Againstthewind
Victory
- Jul 10, 2022
- 217
What state are you in? (I am from the UK, so I wont be totally clued up on US stuff, but I can try and help)
Go to any church and tell your story. I'm sure they'll try to help you. Otherwise contact local police to get help where to turn.
I think you pretty soon can get food and somewhere to sleep.
Honestly just go to a church. You don't have to find God. I am so sorry to hear of you situation :-/
Euthanza
Self Righteous Suicide
- Jun 9, 2022
- 1,447
Must be very hard to be on your position with the baby and contemplating car crash vs SN, so sadly all I can say is that I wish you peaceful journey
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,293
This life really is so cruel. None of us should have to suffer like that. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from what you are going through.
thelookingontheway
Member
- Jul 15, 2022
- 44
8evergo
Mage
- Oct 20, 2021
- 557
You finde God by your self and not in a churge in nature is art of God and good is not a person so I think
I think this about going to a church is because they often have social help, especially because they're tax exempt.
Nirrend
The important is not how long you live ...
- Mar 12, 2022
- 400
So sad... that's tragic :(
I really understand your feeling of guit, in your situation i imagine that i would have think the same way
Love you, i just hope your choice brings you peace <3
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Contact:. United Way...they have a call center that will provide you with resources.
Dial: 211
Catholic Charities is an excellent resource as well. No need to be Catholic.
Homeless Alliance
Salvation Army
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Dial: 211
Catholic Charities is an excellent resource as well. No need to be Catholic.
Homeless Alliance
Salvation Army
Start, there...
Superdeterminist
Enlightened
- Apr 5, 2020
- 1,875
locked*n*loaded
Archangel
- Apr 15, 2022
- 8,858
I live in Ohio. There are ALL KINDS of options available to you. As others have said, you can go to any church and seek help. You can find a shelter. You don't need insurance for any help. You can walk into any fire station and ask for help. You can go to a police station and ask for help. Any of those places, and more, will be able to direct you to, AND HELP YOU GET THERE, to find the social services to help you. I don't know where you are right now, but try and get yourself to a moderate to larger size city and seek help there.
Another option is to find a Republican Election Headquarters and go ask them for help. They're all over this state. It would really be hypocritical of them to turn away a young, pregnant woman and not get her the help she needed.
Make them put their money where their mouths are.
Another option is to find a Republican Election Headquarters and go ask them for help. They're all over this state. It would really be hypocritical of them to turn away a young, pregnant woman and not get her the help she needed.
Make them put their money where their mouths are.Hopefully, you will decide on other options and what help is available to you. Come on, have you ever lived in a shelter? as a female?I live in Ohio. There are ALL KINDS of options available to you. As others have said, you can go to any church and seek help. You can find a shelter. You don't need insurance for any help. You can walk into any fire station and ask for help. You can go to a police station and ask for help. Any of those places, and more, will be able to direct you to, AND HELP YOU GET THERE, to find the social services to help you. I don't know where you are right now, but try and get yourself to a moderate to larger size city and seek help there.
Another option is to find a Republican Election Headquarters and go ask them for help. They're all over this state. It would really be hypocritical of them to turn away a young, pregnant woman and not get her the help she needed.
locked*n*loaded
Archangel
- Apr 15, 2022
- 8,858
What do you mean what help is available to me? I'm not the homeless, pregnant woman with few options right now. Of course I haven't lived in a shelter as a female. Sometimes in life you have to choose the least offensive option out of nothing but bad options. That's the just the way it is. The fact of the matter is that there are options for the OP, being she is female and is pregnant. In fact many more options than would be available to a man who is homeless. Our society has created more of a "safety net" for females, especially pregnant females, because, true or not, they are seen as the most vulnerable in society.
What would you have her do? Nothing? Not even explore if any help can be found? It seems to me the most prudent thing to do is, at the very least, make an attempt to get some help and see where it goes. If nothing comes of it, ctb can always be the back-up plan. I see nothing wrong with trying.
Shu
As above, So Below.
- Jan 21, 2022
- 2,487
Hey friend. Sorry you are struggling so much. You don't need insurance to go to shelters and sometimes there are really nice shelters for women who are pregnant or women who have babies. There's also tons of resources I'm not sure what location you're at but once they find out you're pregnant they'll definitely be willing to help you and lead you to other resources as well I hope it's not too late for you to try and reach out to some places I'm not sure what area you're in but I really wish you the best.
Not all shelters are the same in the shelters that cater to pregnant women and women with children are usually way different than a typical homeless shelter. Have you lived in a shelter? Some of the places that cater to pregnant women and women with children are literally houses sometimes. It just depends on where you are. I personally never liked living in most shelters some of them are really nice and I enjoyed them but a lot of them can be Nast y dependent but I'd imagine staying in a shelter and having somewhere to sleep the food to eat would be better than being pregnant and sleeping in a car.
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For sure. My response was to the simple response on a shelter. Yes, I've lived in a shelter while pregnant. Yes, there are some great ones but my point was commenting on the reply that the shelter help is so evident. It's there, sometimes helpful versus sleeping in a car, and I don't mean to disregard that, OP.
You've got a lot going on. Do you have a reason for being alone and homeless? Often people that find themselves in such situations may have alcohol or drug dependencies. I know people can, and do, find themselves homeless through no fault of their own - but to have zero money and not eaten for days and noone for support - is a terrible situation. I know, because I've been there - exactly the same as you except I wasn't pregnant and had no car! So not exactly the same! But I also had a drug problem and narcotics anonymous helped me that time. Not saying you're an addict or anything, but your crisis was created by something. Let me know how you are please? You're not alone.
my depression and bipolar disorder brought me here. i have treatment resistant depression and it makes it extremely difficult to keep a job. my mom found out i was pregnant and kicked me out. that's who i was living with before all this.
So sorry to hear that. People just don't understand mental health if they haven't experienced it. They think you can somehow pull yourself together. I'm in the same boat with mental health but cannot find a way to ctb and it's making my mental health worse. I've experienced rejection like that many times too. So sorry to hear your plight. I wish there was something I could do.
I just did a very quick search for assistance for homeless pregnant women in Ohio and there are a lot of services available to you. A church is a good place to start as mentioned. Have you checked with any social services for housing and help? Please reach out to them.
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DarkNearDeath
Student
- May 1, 2021
- 131
I'd be more guilty having a baby to suffer my inevitable fate.. hence why I shouldn't have kids..
castler
Enlightened
- Jul 11, 2022
- 1,206
Churches will bend over backwards to assist. That would be the first course of action if anything poor 4mo baby, def wouldn't take ctb with that in tow.
