Tomorrow is my day!

[Depressed Cat]

Done with this bs. Fought for a better life and won't have nothing at the end.

I will miss you.

I'm sorry that your suffering in life has led you to this. There is no harm in postponing your plans or deciding to live, if you develop doubts for whatever reason.

I wish you the best whatever happens and hope you find peace.

 

[Crazy4u]

She was last seen yesterday

 

[Of The Universe]

Aw..my method as well. I'm so sorry life led you to this. I love your profile name though "space cadet". Makes it a little less sad that you want to leave us, because you're going on a journey to the universe!

Perhaps. The way I look at it is,death is not a " journey," its the end. You don't go anywhere, you just...stop. I wish the Cadet A pain free peaceful end,if that's what he chooses.

 

[Riddle]

Hey man, are you sure you've done everything you want to do at least before you go? There are no more shows or video games you might want to play? No sights to see or one last hike? No more drugs to take or chick fil a spicy sandwiches to crush? Think on it

If you are still ready, good luck and take care. I'm sure you have already done your research but I like to post this on these types of threads so people know what they are in for. Might help you prepare and ensure you are resolute in your decision

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[hopelessgirl]

Perhaps. The way I look at it is,death is not a " journey," its the end. You don't go anywhere, you just...stop. I wish the Cadet A pain free peaceful end,if that's what he chooses.

I agree on this..but we can never know till we're there. Also! I think we're wrong often in seeing death as sad. It's the final rest. Maybe nothing sad about that.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

he fuckin' did it. what a brave soul. we spoke a lot few days before, i had no idea he was going so soon.

 

[Of The Universe]

Hey man, are you sure you've done everything you want to do at least before you go? There are no more shows or video games you might want to play? No sights to see or one last hike? No more drugs to take or chick fil a spicy sandwiches to crush? Think on it

If you are still ready, good luck and take care. I'm sure you have already done your research but I like to post this on these types of threads so people know what they are in for. Might help you prepare and ensure you are resolute in your decision

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I just read a few of these SN stories ,most involved the guy getting help,either his own efforts or someone else.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

Oh no Small_Dreams you Hmphed me!!! I won't sleep tonight!

 

[DrownFeather]

Rest in peace

 

[DPJ187]

Peace my friend, let your mind be free.

 

[SpaceCadet]

Hey, i didn't die yet.. Took some time off the forum to think and really ponder if this is the right decision, and the answer is yes, i can't and won't continue my existence the way things are unfolding. Not doing it today means i'll suffer horribly in the future. I couldn't ctb that day, had one last thing to do, but it changed nothing.

I can't help but thank you all for the support and the beautiful comments, there's so many awesome people in here, the loneliness that i've felt was greatly reduced by joining our community.

Hopefully i can document my experience, this will be my last contribuition. If i don't report back in 3 days i'm dead for sure. Took right now 30mg meto, 8mg of ondansetron, 400mg propanolol, and 800mg tagamet. I weight 75kg, height - 180cm. Been fasting for 12h by now. In 1 hour will drink the SN.

 

[Shu]

I hope you're okay Space Cadet

 

[SpaceCadet]

I hope you're okay Space Cadet

I'm crying right now, but i'm sure the other side will be better. Not anxious or doubtful, smoking a cigarette. Soon i'll drink it

 

[Shu]

You okay Space Cadet? It's okay if you choose not to go through with it. There's always another day.

 

[SpaceCadet]

Just drank 25g in 50ml water. Easy to swallow, throat feels numb, kind of nauseous.

 

[Shu]

Just drank 25g in 50ml water. Easy to swallow, throat feels numb, kind of nauseous.

We are here with you friend.

 

[UnravelingWinter]

I hope you find peace.

 

[Silenos]

You deserve the perfect world you dreamed of. I hope you get there.

 

[MatthewV3]

I hope it will go well. See you on the other side.

 

[Lost Magic]

Wow, I really enjoyed that member's posts. I hope that person is in a better place now. Brave warrior.

 

[Smart No More]

Sad to see you go man.

 

[LastLoveLetter]

Just drank 25g in 50ml water. Easy to swallow, throat feels numb, kind of nauseous.

I'm so sorry I missed this. I wish I could have been here to support you.

I didn't know you very well @SpaceCadet, but I will miss you. You were a genuinely good, kind soul - that shone through in your posts - and you didn't deserve to struggle or suffer. Your presence made an impact on me and many others during your short time here. I hope you are at peace, and you will be remembered.

 

[whatevs]

Rest in peace, Cadet, if you succeeded. Thanks for reminding me a bit of my childhood with your former profile pic - Windows Space Cadet, I think.