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ceilng_tile

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Jan 13, 2024
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I told my therapist this week that I'm pro-choice and that ctb is my backup plan if I'm unable to save my career. She asked if I have a plan and I told her that I don't feel comfortable answering that question because I don't want to be hospitalized as I already have enough trauma from coercive psychiatry and it would only make things worse.

She told me that she has only hospitalized people on two occasions and on both of those it was their choice. Since I'm not imminently suicidal right now and I have a wife at home, she doesn't think I'm unsafe. She also has hope that I'll be able to save my career, even though all the people within my field who know about my situation think it's virtually impossible.

I've been seeing her for months and this is the first time I mentioned ctb to her.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you can save your career. I wish you all the best!
 
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It's nice that she didn't try to commit you or anything. Anyway, I wish you well on the road to recovery.
 

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