Today's the day

[Stillnotsure]

Update?

 

[Smilla]

What are better methods? In your opinion also i was hoping the Tylenol would knock me out for the exit bag. But what are some good sedatives

Just saw this.

Please don't try the exit bag sans gas. I did this years ago with OTC sedatives and experienced the hypercanic alarm response, which was horrifying. You WILL feel suffocation unless you are under the heaviest of sedation which basically means a barbiturate...

Also tried to OD on Tylenol. Woke up 18 hrs later later covered in green vomit,
with a really bad headache. This was my second stupid attempt with OTC pain relievers—no one knew about it so I didn't go to the hospital but it was excruciatingly unpleasant.

 

[Mynameisnotimportant]

Update?

Update I didn't do it today. My deadline is April 1st. I want to do this right so I'm going to look into more lethal methods even if it means I'll get brain damage if I'm found I'll just make sure I'm not found. My bf is making me talk to a school counselor today so it's likely they'll lock me up. I'll try to recover in the three months I have left but I'm currently on psychiatrist drugs and they are not working at all so I'm not too hopeful recovery will work. As for methods I'll probably look into getting some n because everyone here seems to be obsessed with it

 

[therhydler]

Update I didn't do it today. My deadline is April 1st. I want to do this right so I'm going to look into more lethal methods even if it means I'll get brain damage if I'm found I'll just make sure I'm not found. My bf is making me talk to a school counselor today so it's likely they'll lock me up. I'll try to recover in the three months I have left but I'm currently on psychiatrist drugs and they are not working at all so I'm not too hopeful recovery will work. As for methods I'll probably look into getting some n because everyone here seems to be obsessed with it

I hope you'll manage to get better but if not that you find the method best for you, hugs

 

[15dec]

Update I didn't do it today. My deadline is April 1st. I want to do this right so I'm going to look into more lethal methods even if it means I'll get brain damage if I'm found I'll just make sure I'm not found. My bf is making me talk to a school counselor today so it's likely they'll lock me up. I'll try to recover in the three months I have left but I'm currently on psychiatrist drugs and they are not working at all so I'm not too hopeful recovery will work. As for methods I'll probably look into getting some n because everyone here seems to be obsessed with it

Good to hear you're still here and unharmed. Anyway you can avoid talking to the school counsellor or talk your way out of it? Getting sectioned is hell from what I've heard and does more harm than good, in most cases anyway. Looking into recovery is good though, I hope you can find something that works for you. About the drugs you're on, you should probably ask to try something else if they're not working, though if you haven't been on them for at least a month they likely won't have an affect anyway.

 

[Mynameisnotimportant]

Good to hear you're still here and unharmed. Anyway you can avoid talking to the school counsellor or talk your way out of it? Getting sectioned is hell from what I've heard and does more harm than good, in most cases anyway. Looking into recovery is good though, I hope you can find something that works for you. About the drugs you're on, you should probably ask to try something else if they're not working, though if you haven't been on them for at least a month they likely won't have an affect anyway.

What is getting sanctioned?

 

[15dec]

What is getting sanctioned?

When you're held in a psych ward and treated against your wishes

 

[Suicide47]

I'll try bleeding to death, exit bag with tylonal overdose. Whatever works

Tylenol od takes like three days and it's dreadful I tried in 2015

 

[tevati]

Just don't do it and save more suffering. Go with something "good" like SN or hanging or bag and hanging

 

[21Neberg]

Tylenol od takes like three days and it's dreadful I tried in 2015

You tried in 2015? Damn, respect for holding out so long. I've only been seriously suicidal for the past couple of months.

 

[Johnnythefox]

When you're held in a psych ward and treated against your wishes

I am sorry to correct you here Miss, but being "Sanctioned" is different..

 

[Stillnotsure]

Update I didn't do it today. My deadline is April 1st. I want to do this right so I'm going to look into more lethal methods even if it means I'll get brain damage if I'm found I'll just make sure I'm not found. My bf is making me talk to a school counselor today so it's likely they'll lock me up. I'll try to recover in the three months I have left but I'm currently on psychiatrist drugs and they are not working at all so I'm not too hopeful recovery will work. As for methods I'll probably look into getting some n because everyone here seems to be obsessed with it

Glad you are still here. Seeing a counselor or getting admitted into a psych ward are not the end of the world. It's all about the attitude you take when going in. If you have an attitude of this sucks, im mad about it, and you dont think it will work, it wont.

If you go into it with an open mind that you just might learn something, then you will.

If you have three months before you make you next decision, I challenge you to give it your best try. Make appointments, see specialists, start exercising, really give it a go. That way if you still decide to ctb you'll know you at lease gave life it's best chance to change.

As to medications, the common mistake people make is saying it's not working. You have to give it a full two months to build up in your system to a therapeutic level. It can take trying multiple different medications until you find one that works for you. Medications aren't a cure all, but they can help take the edge off. Once you find something that works, stick with it. We used to be of the mindset that we didn't want to be on medications for ever and want to get off them. But if it's working, why stop taking them? I've been on the same antidepressant for years. It works as intended and I have fewer of those big mood swings down. Try not to fall into believing the stereotypes. We are a big enough group of people now to drive chabge but it starts with us.

 

[Suicide47]

You tried in 2015? Damn, respect for holding out so long. I've only been seriously suicidal for the past couple of months.

Yes. I told myself I'd get better- by myself. I simply didn't want to feel like shit so I got two jobs and basically worked my life away since. But this year I quit the first job, then shit hit the fan in life, went to the psych ward twice and now I'm back SS so that goes to show how I'm doing...