Today is the day!

[failedjedi]

I can feel my heart rate way up. I can feel throbbing in my head. No headache yet. Starting to feel like puking. No pain. Discomfort but not serious. Getting weaker fast.

 

[Deathbydemo]

We appreciate you still posting @failedjedi

sending love!

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Grossest taste in the world. Pure salt. Feel fine after about a minute so far.

Hugs Failed. I am so sorry.

 

[checkouttime]

Where are you from?

UK

 

[thethatsitboy]

I hope it will be peaceful! Sending positive energy

 

[checkouttime]

Will a doctor be able to tell right away? Like 2 hours, probably closer to 2.5, plus then time for an ambulance to show up, get me to the hospital, a doctor to try to start to figure it out, could be closer to what 3 or 3.5 before they even try to treat me if I'm still alive.

I'm not too worried about it. If I wake up in the hospital I'll do my week in the psych ward and try again. It wouldn't be the first time I've got out of the psych ward and tried again the same day.

From what i can gather fingers and stuff go blue, so they would (probably) know what you have taken. I'm not 100% sure ,but i imagine they must know what cause's the effect of how someone looks after SN.

 

[Deathbydemo]

Last seen 12 minutes ago :(

I forgot how jarring posts like this were.

 

[JayBot2005]

Hope you're having a peaceful crossing

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Last seen 12 minutes ago :(

I forgot how jarring posts like this were.

Me too...

From what i can gather fingers and stuff go blue, so they would (probably) know what you have taken. I'm not 100% sure ,but i imagine they must know what cause's the effect of how someone looks after SN.

Depends a lot on the country you are in when they find you. Since drugs are assimilated differently by everyone it is hard, if not impossible, to know how long the effects will take or last. But then I guess the same could be said for treatment. It definitely has a bluing effect on the peripheral vascular system.

 

[rt1989526]

Last seen an hour ago. Looks like something went wrong...

 

[less than]

Nobody knows what happened and if it failed. Perhaps the process was so quick that failedjedi could not erase the device and it is still online. Or someone is investigating now after he / she was discovered.
And even if it failed, there is no shame and failedjedi can always come back.

 

[grungeCat]

You'll probably not gonna read it anymore but I wish you a peaceful and painless journey. Sending love, I hope you succeeded and you are in a new world full of happiness <3 Tell my mother I love her and we will be soon reunited!

 

[Greenberg]

I can feel my heart rate way up. I can feel throbbing in my head. No headache yet. Starting to feel like puking. No pain. Discomfort but not serious. Getting weaker fast.

Praying that you had success!

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Peace upon you.

 

[Ready2GoNow]

Hope you found what you were searching for, I'm sorry you couldn't find it here

 

[Deleted member 18655]

I forgot how jarring posts like this were.

I know. Every time.

 

[TAW122]

I might be late, but I hope you had a peaceful transition into the void and unknown.