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Jaylee

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Aug 19, 2018
43
Hi!
Sorry if my English isnt perfect. Its nog my first language.

After months of trying to be better. I am finally done.
I'll always be a person that nobody wants or needs in their lives.

People always laughed at me when i said i'll stay 29 forever. But they just dont want to see it.

Tonight i'll finally CTB. I'll hang myself and have peace for the first time.
 
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IwantSN

IwantSN

Member
Feb 6, 2026
32
Good luck, I hope you find the peace that you are looking for
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,340
good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering đź«‚:heart:
 
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RiftbornVeil

RiftbornVeil

always a dreamer <3
Feb 8, 2026
138
I am sorry to hear the woes of society/life have brought you to this point.

That being said, I wish you the very best and hope you can achieve peace :heart:
 
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
272
I wish you nothing but peace no matter what happens. :heart:
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,345
I hope you find peace. :heart:
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
I'm so sorry I wish you peace
 
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TwoSoulsLiveInMe

TwoSoulsLiveInMe

I Am Happy Nowhere
Feb 6, 2026
34
I'm sorry for the pain you've endured to get to this point. I hope you find your peace ♥️
 
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seasonsdied

Member
Sep 28, 2024
46
Goodbye :)
I hope you find peace.
 
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stiarling

Member
Jan 10, 2026
34
I hope you find the peace you search for
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,085
I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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Tired_birth_1967

Student
Nov 1, 2023
184
I sincerely hope you've prepared everything so that nothing goes wrong. If all goes well, you'll finally be free from this prison. I wish you all the best and hope everything goes according to your conscious plan.
 

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