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The Disqualified

The Disqualified

Disqualified as a Human Being
Feb 4, 2023
204
What a ride it has been.
In some sense I feel better now, not because anything has substantially changed, but because I realized the rules of the game and asked myself: "Who made the game?" Now I realize who the enemy is and why I and so many others consider suicide such an appealing option. It's not much about us actually, it's a systemic issue...
But alas, how are you? I hope you are fine... Somewhere somehow there's a better world for all of us, one where all of you were living happy lives far away from the evils and torments that plague you today. Sometimes I think this world is out there somewhere, so close yet so far away.
I am a believer.
Hope you have a nice day.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,963
I would personally not wish to exist in any world, I only wish and hope for non-existence, for me existence itself is the true problem and I find it so deeply undesirable to exist. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,715
Happy Birthday! Hope something good happens to you today!
 
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Foolishness

Foolishness

"Without strength, you can't protect anything..."
Mar 29, 2025
34
Happy birthday <3
 
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ctemourge

ctemourge

and by the time ur hearing this ill already b gone
Aug 14, 2023
120
happy birthday! ♡
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
535
Happiest of birthdays to you! ❤️❤️❤️
 
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socrates

socrates

I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.
Dec 3, 2019
304
Happy birthday! I like to believe there is a better world out there too. Look into Gnostic Christianity if you are curious.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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Happy birthday, may you have a nice day too, thank you. I'm also hoping to find that better world out there, for all of us.
 
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Silently Dying

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Jan 27, 2025
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
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Happy birthday!
 
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Izzythebelle

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Mar 8, 2025
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Happy birthday! Hope you have something tasty today
 
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