• Light/Dark
  • Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

Venting To want to CTB just feels like drowning while barly alive but living all the same...

Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,937
Basically what title says. The pakic to figure out a method. The anxiety of executing. All while having to deal with the agony of living still.

I hate this shit so fucking much. So much that sometimes I live just to not deal with any of this. But I do not want to just live anymore. Sooo.

Here I am trying to go from passively to actively planning something. When all I want is a peaceful existence and if ima no longer exist then a peaceful exit. Why do both feel so fucking impossible... ugh.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: ODIFA, inverse-weibull and Praestat_Mori
You must log in or register to reply here.

Similar threads

B
Tired of it all.
Replies
5
Views
324
Suicide Discussion
bellaisdonewithlife
B
qetyioxz
Venting Why can't I just be a normal man
Replies
3
Views
267
Suicide Discussion
qetyioxz
qetyioxz
caspertheghost
Venting I dont feel like I deserve to live
Replies
1
Views
177
Suicide Discussion
Forever Sleep
F
Deathiswelcomed
Venting Venting feelings...
Replies
0
Views
109
Suicide Discussion
Deathiswelcomed
Deathiswelcomed
GT Darkarage
Venting Almost 30 and I don't want to continue
Replies
0
Views
185
Suicide Discussion
GT Darkarage
GT Darkarage
Top Bottom